Confessions of a Blabber Mouth .

2012-02-12T22:04:00.001-08:00

4 / 12 / 1990 , 6 months old me :)

31/5/1992 , 2 years old me :)

15/3/1994 , 4 years old me . with cousins Adib & Husna :)

cuba teka ini siapa ? hiheeww . ayah lah ni . handsome kan ? ini gambar masa ayah study dekat Indon . hee . tak tahu lahh waktu ni umur ayah brape . tapi maybe dalam 20 ke atas :)

okay , itu saja untuk hari ini . selamat ya kawan - kawan ^___^

2012-02-12T01:08:00.000-08:00

2012-02-10T06:36:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum . here's a little update for today's activities . i spend the whole day with my second eldest sister , Nisa . she came here way from Melaka for something need to be done at Jusco Taman Maluri , Cheras . so , kak Nisa ajak teman dye ke sana since i'm the expert co - pilot bila setiap kali nak ke tempat baru , dengan merujuk kepada peta . let's just say that was one of my special superpowers . hehe . perasan kan ? tapi , kalau aku pegi tempat baru drive sorang - sorang tak ada maknanya nak survive . bila dah sesat , mula lahh menggelabah . tapi mesti akan jumpa jalan yang betul akhirnya walaupun sesat berjam - jam . hee :)

at Starbucks , Jusco Taman Maluri Cheras . enjoying my favourite frappucino of all time , Caramel Frappucino . do some reading , Chicken Soup for The Soul while waiting for my sister :)

at Padi House , Equine Park , Seri Kembangan . Pavlova hunting mission was ended successful with the help from Lubi . thank you :) aku dengan kakak memang excited sangat sebab memang dah lama sangat nak merasa Pavlova ni .

haa , kalau korang nak tahu . dessert ni dinamakan Pavlova bersempenakan nama penari ballet yang berasal dari Rusia , Anna Pavlova . yang putih atas tu bukan whipped cream macam dalam frappucino tu . bukan bukan . yang putih tu meringue . sedaap . tak manis sangat , tak berlemak sangat . just nice . yang bawah tu optional . ada setengah suka kek , ada setengah pula sukakan biskut . sedap gilaa . hiheeww .

bila perut dah lapar , penat berjalan jauh sana sini sekitar Selangor , mata pun tak tahan bila nampak makanan sedap - sedap dalam menu . so , kakak order sirloin steak with BBQ sauce . sedaap gilaa . harga pun not bad . dalam RM23.90 aje . lepas ni dah tak payah nak makan steak dekat TGI Friday atau Victoria Station lagi . Padi House dah ada steak sedap . hee ! omnomnomnom . hee . burrpp . Alhamdulillah kami kenyang :) eh btw , steak atas tu nampak macam kecil aje kan . anda silap ! steak dye dilipat dua . besar sebenarnya steak ni . hiheww !

sebenarnya Padi House ni ada tiga nama . Kitchen Village , Padi House dengan Street House . tapi kedai nya sama sebenarnya . cuma pelik kenapa nama branch dyeorg lain - lain . Padi House ada dua branch dekat Cyberjaya . kalau Lubi bgtahu awal - awal , kami dh pegi ke sana . tapi tk apa . hee :)

Bdr Seri Putra - Cheras - Bdr Seri Putra - Selayang - Seri Kembangan - Bdr Seri Putra . zzzzzzz . *faint

baiklah , setakat ini saja buat masa ni . dah malam ni . walaupun malam masih muda , tapi aku rasa jam 11:06pm ni dah kira cukup lewat untuk aku masuk tidur . dekat rumah aje lahh . kalau dekat BPahat , tak ada maknanya waktu macam ni aku nak tidur . melainkan kalau dah tak ada kerja nak buat , pukul 9pm aku tidur dah . tak percaya ? aku tak suruh percaya . tapi kalau nak percaya , tanya Farah . dye tahu waktu bila aku bangun tidur , dye tahu waktu bila aku mandi makan berak bagai sampai lah waktu aku masuk tidur . haha ! okay . cukup .

nota kaki : cuti semester kali ni sangat berbaloi . sebab apa ? dekat rumah ma akan masak sedap - sedap , aku pun masak sedap - sedap juga . bila jalan - jalan keluar pula , melantak dekat kedai makan sedap - sedap . aaahhh , memang makin gemuk ah aku nanti . but don't blame me . blame all the foods for being so delicious . MUAHAHAHAHAHA ! syukur Alhamdulillah ya ALLAH atas nikmat dan rezeki yang datang tanpa henti :')

2012-02-05T00:29:00.000-08:00

rumah oren ni lahh tempat aku membesar . 16 tahun duduk rumah ni . daripada umur 2 tahun sampai lahh 17 tahun . sobss . tak sangka . dah 5 tahun tak balik ke rumah ni lagi since pindah ke Bangi pada tahun 2007 . lama kan ? tapi masih macam ni . tak banyak berubah . masih sama . cuma dalam je warna dinding dah lain sebab penyewa sebelum ni cat dinding warna putih semula .

masa sampai ke Bandar Baru Uda ni , rasa macam pulang ke rumah sendiri . perasaan pulang ke Bandar Seri Putra , Bangi tak sama macam perasaan pulang ke Bandar Baru Uda , JB . sementara ma dengan ayah mulakan sesi perkenalan dengan penyewa baru kami , aku pun jalan - jalan lahh amek udara sekitar BBU . dah jalan ke sana sini tengok rumah jiran , rumah kawan - kawan , jalan pula ke taman permainan . hee !

dulu tempat ni berpasir . sebelum pindah pun memang tanah berpasir dekat tengah - tengah tu tapi tak sangka dah ada rumput tumbuh . tapi bagus lahh . tak ada lahh kucing ke anjing nak berak bersepah sana sini waktu tanah ni berpasir dlu . tapi macam dah tak ada orang main kat sini . buaian pun dah tk ada . dah tak meriah macam dulu .

masih lagi dekat taman permainan . oh btw , taman permainan ni paling besar sekali dekat BBU . hee . yang ini pula kawasan yang selalu jadi laluan waktu aku nak ke kedai kalau ma suruh beli barangan runcit ke , nak pegi cybercafe dengan member , nak pegi sekolah pun lalu sini juga . hee . tampat ni pun selalu main basikal dengan jiran . sobsss :') rindu .

sebelum kawasan ni jadi gelanggang futsal , ini gelanggang bola keranjang taw . tak tahu kenapa dah tukar . maybe sebab budak - budak lagi suka main futsal daripada bola keranjang kot .

hehe . dah puas jalan - jalan , ma ayah pun dah selesai berurusan dengan penyewa baru kteorg pun check in hotel Seri Malaysia untuk satu malam . sebelum check in , singgah ke Plaza Angsana . ayah mengidam nak makan Mee Rebus Haji Wahid . macam biasa , dari dulu kedai makan tu tak pernah tak ada orang beratur kalau kteorg datang . haha . mee rebus arwah memang sedaaapp ! tapi tak ada lahh sampai nak jilat - jilat pinggan kan -.- bila perut dah kenyang , hati dah gembira , mata mesti mengantuk juga . so , check in hotel . tidur sampai lahh ke petang . hee ! dalam pukul 6pm , pusing - pusing cari makan . kedai makan yang nak dipegi tu dah tk ada . dirobohkan . sebenarnya banyak dah perubahan dekat JB tu . rumah - rumah haram semua dah dirobohkan , bangunan baru pun bersepah sana sini . last - last decide makan dekat Singgah Selalu .

hehehe . saja gatal ini pun nak amek gambar . miahahaha !

' Pasti anda akan Singgah Selalu ' hehehehe .

itu diaaa . kalau pegi Singgah Selalu , tak sah kalau tak order ABC kat sana . haha .

Singgah Selalu dah maju . ada kedai makanan arab Hadramawt . kata mamat arab tu , ini cawangan sama macam dekat Bukit Bintang tu . hiheeww . macam biasa , ma akan order chicken aqda dengan roti sekali .

macam biasa juga , aku dengan ayah akan order beriyani dengan chicken roaster . ayam tu seekor ! haha . jadi kongsi lahh dengan ayah . sedaappp ! ayah happy gilaa . dye kata tak sia - sia makan dekat Singgah Selalu . kalau tak dulu servis dekat sini memang teruk nak mam -.- nasib baik ayah berpuas hati . hahaha .

ini je gambar - gambar yang boleh dikongsi bersama . tak sempat nak amek gambar SKBU 2 , SIGS sebab ikut ma ayah aje kan . waktu nak ke BBU , macam biasa mesti akan lalu depan Sekolah Tun Fatimah . tiap kali lalu depan STF , mesti ayah cakap macam ni ' ini lahh sekolah kak Asma dulu . tak tahu lahh sebab apa dye benci sangat dengan sekolah ni . sampai sekarang tak tahu sebab nya ' aku dekat back seat kereta ketawa je . hahaha . alaa ayah , anak ayah ni siapa yang suka duduk asrama ? kak Asma tak suka , aku lagi lahh tak suka . rasa benci bila teringat sekolah asrama dekat Mersing tu , sebelah MRSM Mersing -.- kecuali Aisyah . dye sorang je sayang Sekolah Seri Puteri dye .hee !

till we meet again Johor Bahru . hati dah jiwa masih tertinggal di sana walaupun jasad dah ada dekat Bandar Seri Putra . hiheeww . itu saja daripada aku . Salam Maulidur Rasul buat semua umat Islam :)

nota kaki : bila masa aku tak datang ke JB , masing - masing sibuk tanya bila nak datang nak jumpa lah bagai tapi bila aku dah ada di JB , masing - masing diam seribu bahasa :)

2012-02-03T00:38:00.000-08:00

Amir is being a good boy at the back seat . sementara tu , aku jadi pemandu yang berhemah . tak percaya ? memandu di lebuhraya dari Bandar Seri Putra ke Bandar Baru Bangi dengan kelajuan hanya 80km/jam . tak ckup berhemah ? itu dah terlalu berhemah untuk aku . hahaha . kan Amir kan ?

Amir tengah beramah mesra dengan aunty Fatin . eceewaahhh ! Fatin datang Tutti Frutti BBB dari Putrajaya semata - mata nak jumpa aku . padahal baru balik dari Tangkak tu , amek Mira dekat KMJ . Aaaahhh Fatin , gwa terharu dohh . sobssss . XOXO :')

seronok Amir sebab Mak Jang kesayangan bawa jalan - jalan . kan Amir kan ? hiheeww ! Mak Jang yang comel lagi baik hati pula tu . hahahaha !

bila perut dah kenyang melantak yogurt , Amir terus tidur :)

hari ni ayah bagi kelonggaran bawa Amir jalan - jalan luar kawasan Bandar Seri Putra . mula - mula nak bawa Amir ke Alamanda , boleh lahh dye melantak Baskin Robin tapi sebab tak ada member yang nak pegi sekali . tanya cik pojiah kita , dye busy mengemas rumah . tanya cik Bella pula , dye tak nak pegi sebab baru pegi Alamanda . tanya Fatin pula , dye otw balik Putrajaya dari Tangkak . tanya Ninie pula , dye masih kepenatan baru pulang dari Mekah mengerjakan ibadah umrah ( Alhamdulillah ) . so ayah kata cancel sebab kesian aku nak kena jaga Amir sorang nanti . then kak Asma ajak pegi Tutti Frutti . yeaayyy ! hiheeww . ambil kak Asma dekat UKM then pegi Tutti Frutti . text Fatin , tanya nak join ke tak . and she said yes . hiheeww . she came way from Putrajaya . sanggup tu . sobss . aahh , aku terharu Fatin . sayang kau sampai mati .

Fatin , kau mesti rasa tua nya laahh haaii bila aku cakap dengan Amir ' ni Aunty Fatin ' . hahahahaha ! aku lagi lahh rasa tua bila bahasakan diri Mak Jang -.- hahaha . dah , itu sahaja untuk hari ni . terlalu kenyang lepas melantak sampai tangan pun terasa berat nak menaip . byebye :D

2012-02-01T10:15:00.000-08:00

Rabu , 6.30pm , Bangi .

dalam tengah sibuk main dengan Amir , ayah pula sibuk dengan coffee maker dye . nak buat kopi lettew .

Me : Ayah , sedaapp nya bau kopi tu . itu Davidoff yang abg Helmy beli dekat German ke ?

Ayah : Bukan lahh .

Me : Habis tu ? kopi mana pula ? yang abg Helmy beli dekat Vietnam ? sedapp nya bau !!

Ayah : Bukan juga . ini kopi yang kak Asma belikan dekat Australia .

Me : Sumpah sedap gilaa bau kopi tu . dah macam dekat Starbucks . buat kan secawan untuk adik boleh ? kopi ni decaf kan ? karang tak pasal - pasal mabuk tak boleh tidur malam -.-

Ayah : Kalau minum sikit , tak de laahh sampai tak boleh tidur .

aahhhh . sumpah sedap gilaaa weyy kopi ni . secawan mana cukup . gwa minum dua cawan petang tadi . memang kaw kaw habis ! hahaha .

Khamis , 2.08am , Bangi .

Grrrrrr . tak boleh tidur . memang lahh kopi tu decaf tapi kalau dah minum sampai dua cawan dalam masa yang sama , serupa juga kalau ada caffeine . ah bangang . now i have to stay awake . sampai bila pun tak tahu . esok confirm mood gwa tak stabil , sebab kurang tidur . adoii . this is why i don't drink coffee . except frappucino of course . itu bukan nya kaw kaw pun kalau minum even tho still have coffee base . never mind . maybe i'll do some reading or tweet non stop till limit . hiheeww . good night people :)

nota kaki : kau tak boleh bayangkan betapa keras nya kepala Amir sampaikan hidung aku berdarah bila terhantuk kepala dye waktu main geletek - geletek tadi . sobsssss .

2012-01-30T18:56:00.000-08:00

tengok tuu . muka excited padahal penat . dengan panas nya , berpeluh , ketiak dah basah tapi masih mampu senyum sebab tu haa . nampak Choc Indulgence depan tu ? mana tak excited kan dapat makan cake sedap - sedap lepas jalan berjam - jam teman cik pojiah kita shopping . hahaha !

itu diaa . cik pojiah kita :)

hiheww . kehadapan cik pojiah sayang , seronok berjalan shopping sakan dkat jalan TAR semalam ? semalam tak drive pun ke sana . walaupun weekdays tak bnyk kereta , senang nak park dekat dalam Sogo but still , memang rasa malas gilaa nk drive . jalan nak ke Jalan TAR tu tahu , senang je kalau lalu SMART tapi jalan nak balik tu tak tahu . so , naik KTM dengan LRT lahh semalam . semalam sesat . aku dengan cik pojiah habiskan banyak masa nak cari Sogo . hahaha . patutnya turun dkat stesen Bandaraya , bukan Masjid Jamek . boleh je nak turun dekat Masjid Jamek tapi berjalan jauh lahh ke Sogo dengan Jalan TAR . tapi tak apa ! exercise . muahahaha . sebenarnya entri ni tak ada benda sangat pun . eh kenapa ? haa , sebab nya motif entri ni saja nak tunjuk gambar atas tu . hiheeww . terasa comel pula . eeccewaaahhh ! hahahaha . tk ada lahh . gurau aje . gambar cik pojiah ada sekali sebenarnya tapi dye malu . jadi letak lahh gambar minah ni je .

yang benar , saya :)

2012-01-29T03:07:00.000-08:00

yang besar tu bukan aku punya . dah tentu yang kecil itu aku punya . diet lahh kata kan . hiheww !

dua merpati sejoli . seekor terbang dari Jordan . seekor lagi terbang dari Puncak Alam .

seekor burung merpati sesat . tak punya pasangan . lone ranger lahh kata kan . motto hidup ' hidup untuk makan ' . hiheeww ! gurau je . aku selaku drebar aje -.-

hiheewww !

sisters :)

dah puas dengan Tutti Frutti , terbang pula ke Old Town Coffee , Bangi . jumpa sepasang lagi merpati sejoli . siapa lagi kalau bukan si popular Khairul Azkar . untung aku dapat jumpa si kekasih hati KA ni , Nudra . bangga tahu aku jumpa retis dengan kekasih hati . hahaha !

hai Nudra . selamat berkenalan . hee :) eh , tadi lupa nak perkenalkan nama seyy . tk apa . mesti KA dh bagitahu tadi kan ? hiheww !

hari ni satu petang jalan - jalan sekitar Bandar Baru Bangi . aku macam biasa lah , bila cuti ni kerja aku kalau tak bukan babysitter , mesti lahh drebar . Adah si drebar comel wannabe . haha . drebar tak bergaji -.- so , bawa Aisyah ke Tutti Frutti Seri Bangi . Ashraf pun ada sekali . he came here way from Kajang . murah rezeki hari ni . ada orang belanja . kalau ikut hati nk amek cup paling besar tapi macam segan pula . so amek lahh cup oren , paling kecil . hahaha . dah puas melantak dekat Tutti Frutti , gerak pula ke Old Town . si retis KA dengan kekasih hati nya Nudra dah tunggu dekat sana . dyeorg pun sama . jalan - jalan cari makan sekitar Bandar Baru Bangi . hiheww . borak kejap dengan si retis , sempat aku amek gambar dyeorg . moment indah lahh kata kan . hahaha . dalam jam 6.00 petang , lepas sesi melantak kedua , balik lahh ke Bandar Seri Putra . oohh rumah manis rumah . bantal busuk menanti sudah tapi sebab Maghrib , tak boleh tidur . nanti mewarisi ke tidak warasan akal . kan kan ? haha . okay . tak nak bebel panjang .

byebye :)

2012-01-28T20:51:00.000-08:00

bangun , mandi , turun bawah , masak breakfast then duduk dekat meja makan . ma tengah sibuk buat pau . ayah pula tengah sibuk baca berita online , Aisyah pula baru selesai bersarapan pagi . aku masak apa untuk sarapan pagi ? alaa , simple je . roti canai . haha . bukan buat sendiri . tapi frozen punya . letak je atas pan yang tengah panas , tak payah letak minyak tak payah letak butter . masak lahh nanti . sedapp . berkhasiat lah juga sebab kalau makan roti canai dekat mamak , confirm minyak banyak gilaa . lepas makan , muka pun naik berminyak . dalam tengah sedap melantak roti canai dengan ma punya kari , fuuhhh ! memang terbaik ah sarapan pagi ni . tetiba ayah panggil ' Adik . meh sini abah nak tunjuk something kat hang . biar hang tahu ' dengan mulut penuh tu , bangun lah pegi dekat ayah . ayah tunjuk nutrition informations Starbucks Coffee . ayah jumpa dekat dalam web Shapefit.com . boleh Google sendiri lah ye . lepas tu ayah tunjuk kalori dalam frappucino yang aku suka sangat tu . aahhh ! memang tinggi kalori dye weyy . dahsyat ! dahsyat ! satu cawan frappucino tu ada lebih 200 , 300 kalori . mana tak makin gemuk -.- isshh , ni yang buat aku makin tak nak minum lagi ni . okay , tk ada lahh tak nak minum langsung tapi minum kadang - kadang je . tak selalu . hehehe . nasib baik lah dekat Batu Pahat tak ada Starbucks . hiheww ! okay , itu je sebenarnya . nak kongsi info ni pada semua . kalau nak tahu lebih lanjut , Google web yang aku dah bagi tu.

PS . kalau nak tahu . dalam keluarga kami , hanya aku dengan Aisyah je panggil ayah ' ayah ' . kakak2 dengan abang semua panggil ayah ' abah ' . tak tahu lah kenapa kami berdua lain skit . bila tanya ma , ma kata sebab masa kami kecik , kami dihantar ke nurseri . husband and wife yang merupakan tuan puan punya nurseri tu kami semua panggil umi dengan ayah . so bila balik uma , dah terbiasakan panggil ayah ' ayah ' sampai lah sekarang . hehe .byebye :)

2012-01-28T17:44:00.001-08:00

AAAAAHHHHHH !!!!
apa pasal lahh font size blog kau tu ? tak boleh nak kecil lagi ke weyy ? hilang semangat aku nak baca . ah , aku memang malas bab nak baca blog orang kalau tulisan kecil nak mampos . hilang terus mood aku . mata aku dah cukup empat . nak tambah lagi sampai jadi lapan ke ? ah , kejam !

2012-01-28T08:25:00.000-08:00

muka excited lepas shopping dekat Nichii padahal dye tak tahu aku penat gilaa teman dye shopping -.-

muka excited juga sebab tak sabar nak makan spaghetti carbonara dye . lokasi : Gardens , Alamanda .

ini pula muka orang tengah tension nak mampos lepas satu - satu result keluar . aku lettew -.-

kau tahu perasaan itu , bila kau dah berusaha sebaik mungkin , sekuat mana tapi kau tetap gagal ? kau tahu ? tahu ? macam itu lahh aku rasa sekarang . tapi , TAHNIAH pada kawan - kawan yang dapat result gempak - gempak . baby you're the fireworks ! aahh , tak pasal - pasal . sumpah tension gilaa tapi tak apa . lepas sesi melantak dekat rumah kak Asma , semua dah kembali normal . well , that's life . there's up and down . suka tak suka , kena terima juga . pasrah . maybe it's a bad thing that happened before good thing shows up . macam orang kata apa yang berlaku pasti ada hikmah nya . mungkin tak nampak sekarang , mungkin akan datang . dalam 2 3 tahun akan datang ke . siapa tahu , kan ? hmmpphh , nak bebel . boleh ?

PJJ . tahu apa itu PJJ ? bukan PENGAJIAN JARAK JAUH lerr -.- maksud PJJ aku di sini ialah PERHUBUNGAN JARAK JAUH . ada setengah orang , dengar aja PJJ ni , mesti akan kata ' alaa , relationship macam ni memang susah nak kekal . banyak sangat halangan . itu lahh , ini lahh blahhh blahh blahhh blaaaahhh ' . tapi bagi sesetengah orang pula , dyeorg rasa PJJ ni tak ada masalah . mungkin sebab masing - masing cukup matang untuk terima PJJ . but not for me . bagi aku , PJJ agak mencabar . bukan agak mencabar tapi memang mencabar . depends on your own way of making it positives instead of making it even worse or think it as something bad . kalau kau sanggup terima risiko PJJ ni , then go on . tapi sebenarnya , ada baik nya juga PJJ ni . the more far apart you from the people you love , the more it makes you realize you shall appreciate their existence . cuba kau bayangkan , kau berada di penghujung kutub selatan , buah hati kau berada di penghujung kutub utara . boleh bayangkan betapa jauh gilaa korang berdua , bukan ? tapi demi sayang dye pada kau , dye selalu ada untuk kau waktu kau susah mahupun senang . sumpah bukan senang .

jarak jauh ni bukan kau boleh jadikan sebagai satu alasan untuk kau end relationship kau dengan dye . sepatutnya jarak jauh ni lahh kau anggap sebagai cabaran untuk kuatkan lagi hubungan korang . i know some part is not easy , but at least try . tak sia - sia kalau kita terus berusaha , bukan ?

aku tahu , kadang - kadang mesti ada rasa ragu - ragu bila dah berjauhan . perasaan cemburu membuak - buak . kadang - kadang bosan juga bila diri tu tak terlayan si kekasih hati . itu normal . tapi kena lah pandai control . some people find this hard . but still , ada juga yang sanggup datang dari jauh semata - mata nak comfortkan kau . tapi kalau itu pun kau tak pandai nak hargai , tak tahu lahh kata apa . kasi makan penumbuk pun tak sedar diri juga . masih ada yang tak rasa itu mencukupi . aahh , menggedik lebih . kalau tak nak berjauhan sangat , kahwin je terus lepas tu ikut aja kemana dye nak pergi . hahaha !

Perhubungan Jarak Jauh ni , kadang - kadang ada yang kekal sampai ke pelamin . Alhamdulillah . tapi ada juga kadang - kadang yang putus di tengah jalan . macam hubungan aku dulu . JB - Kluang . jauh juga kan ? tapi kami bertahan 4 tahun aje . 4 tahun tu bukan sekejap . hehehe . let me take it this way . it you're willing to take the risk , then take it . there's a time you realize it's worth of trying . kalau kau boleh atasi semua cabaran dalam PJJ ni , percaya lahh yang banyak lagi benda akan datang kau boleh hadapi kelak . siapa tahu kan ? eh , apa pasal aku rasa macam ayat aku ada bunyi sedikit macam keling di situ -.- aahh , tak apa . janji paham . hahaha ! okay . rasa nya cukup kot bebelan aku setakat ni . bantal busuk pun dah panggil ajak tidur . hehehehe .

selamat malam . mimpi manis semua :)

2012-01-23T08:12:00.000-08:00

Abdullah Hazman & Sakina Hussin .

and so after everything was agreed and settled smoothly , Abdullah's mom placed the engagement ring and yess , Sakina is taken now . Alhamdulillah . teehee :) it was a pleasant day , walaupun hujan di Gombak , hujan rahmat kata orang tapi semua nya berjalan lancar . makanan pun sedapp semua nya . haha ! so , banyak sebenarnya gambar yang diambil tapi rasa nya gambar ni je yang cantik . itu pun rembat daripada Khalida . hahaha ! btw , purple's cool ! hee .

again , congratulations dear cousin . love , me :)

2012-01-21T19:17:00.000-08:00

yang ini udang bakar , ada ikan bakar juga , sotong bakar dengan sos BBQ .

yang ini daging kambing . macam ala - ala steak . lembut gilaa . daging tak nak macam merah lahh pula kan . sos dye pun manis . sedap gilaa ! sslluurrpp . hihew .

okay . ini dessert . yang ada sudu tu kek tiramisu dengan krim keju . dalam cawan kecil tu pula cendol & limau mandarin tu topping . boleh tahan lahh . tapi cendol Batu Pahat sedap lagi . haha ! lagi satu pula , itu red velvet cake but without cream cheese . sedapp !

sebelah kiri tu custard puff , ada buah kiwi dengan blackcurrant . dalam cawan kecil ni pula tk tahu apa dye . rasa cheese pun ada . atas tu macaroon perisa oren . sedap ! tak manis sangat . lagi dua dekat blkng tu cheese tart tapi topping lain lain . raspberry dengan blackberry . yummehh !

okay . yang ini pula daging itik . tak makan pun . tak tahu lahh sedap ke tak . hihew !

yang ini cupcakes perisa kopi . tak merasa juga . sebab dah kenyang sangat . nampak menarik kan ?

ini paling aku suka . banyak kali tambah . makan makan makan . then duduk borak borak . then makan lagi . ya Allah . daging kambing ni lahh yang banyak sekali aku makan malam tadi . sedapp sampai jilat garfu dengan pisau . hahaha . sos dye manis . dagingnya lembut merah - merah gitu . nak lagi !!

yang ini pula ayam . tapi tk tahu ayam masak apa . semua nya isi . tak ada tulang . sos dye agak creamy & berlemak . sedap juga !

sushi pun ada juga . tapi tak sesedap Sushi King . tapi boleh lahh .

smoked salmon . yang ini tak sempat merasa sebab perut dah penuh dengan kambing . entah berapa ekor kambing muat pun tk tahu lahh . haha .

tu diaaaa ! muka budak yang makan tanpa henti sepanjang dua jam setengah . hahaha . bersinar - sinar muka . terpaut wajah kegembiraan . bila perut dah kenyang , hati pun senang kan ? hahaha . rosak lahh diet aku cuti sebulan ni nanti . tapi tk apa . satu malam je melantak tak ingat dunia . hihew !

yang ini pula pemaisuri hati ku , sentiasa . my mom of course . hehe . pandai juga ma posing kan ? tahu - tahu je yang aku nak candid gambar dye waktu ni :)

kalau ada pemaisuri hati , mesti ada raja hati sekali kan ? siapa lagi kalau bukan ayah . ayah dah kenyang makan waktu ni . sedang menikmati kopi . hihew :)

yang ini raja segala raja . boss segala boss . tuan segala tuan . semua segala semua lahh . haha . Amir Shawqi . satu - satu nya anak sedara . dah kalau dye sorang je anak sedara , manja tu memang tak payah cakap lahh . haha . comel kan ? macam Mak Jang dye . cewaahh !

budak gedik . senyum pun macam terpaksa je . hahaha .

Johan , abang ipar . pun ini kena paksa posing sebab gambar dye sumpah tak banyak . hehe . tengah makan tu , aku pula suruh dye pose . hahaha .

ini kakak sulung , Asma . pun kena kacau waktu makan . aku minta dye pose & pandang kamera sekejap . hahaha . kesian .

' Terima kasih , datang lagi :) ' - Hotel Istana Kuala Lumpur , Jalan Raja Chulan .

okay , itu saja gambar yang nak dikongsikan dalam blog . ada 175 gambar kesemua nya tapi yang ini je boleh kongsi . banyak sangat nanti tak best .dalam album Facebook pun aku ada upload juga . dalam 52 gambar saja . kalau rajin tengok lahh .

so , macam mana ? terliur tak ? terliur tak ? hahaha . aku yang dah puas makan semalam pun bila tengok balik gambar - gambar ni , rasa macam nak makan lagi . tetiba tak puas pula kan ? aisehh , nafsu nafsu . ho yeah , bila waktu cuti semester ni , benda yang paling aku suka bila dapat makan makanan yang best best . makanan yang tk dijumpai disekitar Batu Pahat sana -.- hahahaha . terima kasih Hotel Istana Kuala Lumpur atas makanan anda yang TERBAIK ! terima kasih juga sebab menyumbangkan lemak - lemak kepada saya . sobssss . tk apa . janji happy kan ? hihew . okay . setakat ini saja . ada masa lagi , aku update lagi . pasal makanan juga nak ? kasi seksa sikit dekat korang yang baca blog aku ni . hihew .

22 January 2012 , 11 : 14am , jumpa lagi :)

2012-01-18T06:03:00.000-08:00

peek a boo ! come out come out wherever you are . haha XD

kan aku dah kata , Adib kau memang comel . hee !

those are the pictures that taken on this fifth semester . still got more but only few i upload in here . btw , blogger dah bertukar wajah . daripada dashboard nye sampai lahh ke ruang yang lain . quite complicated . well , i'll get used to it . honestly , i prefer the old one . it has been 4 months wasn't it ? diam tak diam , pejam celik pejam celik , semester lima dah pun habis . it is officially ended yesterday , 17th of January 2012 and yes , it's already 2012 . time flies . i'm not officially 22 years old yet . tunggu sampai bulan Jun nanti , baru lahh secara rasmi nya umur dah mencecah 22 tahun . hihew !

many things happened on 2011 . people come and go . heartbreaks , broken friendships and tough times during final examinations week . i admit it , it was the most toughest year for me . tapi hidup tak selalu indah , bukan ? kalau ada benda yang menggembirakan , pasti ada benda yang menyedihkan juga . i'm still thankful for every test that God gives me . things happened for a reason , isn't it ? sesungguhnya Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk para hambaNya , bukan ?

okay dah . malas nak bebel panjang . cuti - cuti ni kena lahh enjoy . haha . bukan ada orang nak baca pun . merepek meraban . tak menarik langsung . kalau panjang umur , jumpa lagi semester enam nanti . insyaALLAH . byebye :)

2012-01-07T07:15:00.000-08:00

Saturday , January 7 , 2012 .
11 : 16PM , Taman yang tak berapa nak Maju , Batu tak terPahat , JOHO .

dah lama gilaa tak update blog . nak kata busy memanjang , boleh tahan juga lah . busy sebab final kan . bila final dah mula , emosi pun agak kurang stabil . hati ni asyik nak touching sana sini tak tentu hala *sepakdirisendiri .

oh btw , good news !

Tutti Frutti Batu Pahat, Johor
( 6 January 2012 )

No. 18, Jalan Flora Utama
83000 Batu Pahat, Johor Darul Takzim

Congratulations on the successful opening!!!

semalam perasmian Tutti Frutti ni , jadi macam biasa , seminggu awal pembukaan mesti ada promosi 20% . hari ni , lepas otak dah tepu sangat duduk library daripada pagi , ajak Azi pegi Tutti Frutti . hee ! tapi motif entri untuk hari ni , bukan nak cerita betapa excited nya aku dengan Azi pegi Tutti Frutti ni . ada motif lain sebenarnya :)

hari ini , buat pertama kali nya aku keluar berdua dengan Azi dan hari ini juga dapat soalan cepu emas daripada Azi . jeng jeng jeng !!

suasana ketika memandu selepas sesi melantak :

potpetpotpetpotpetpotpet tetiba keluar satu ayat pertanyaan daripada Azi ,

Azi : Adah , bila nak ada boyfriend ?

-.-

i was like , HAHAHAHA ! tapi jawapannya ada . ada tu memang ada . aku jawab ,

Adah : ..... ( Azi , Adah jawab apa tadi eh ? sumpah tak ingat -.- )

tapi ini jawapan yang betul - betul punya jawapan . boyfriend ? hmmpphh , NAK boyfriend dengan PERLU boyfriend tu lain kot maksudnya . nak boyfriend tu mungkin macam perasaan nak hamster . mula - mula dapat hamster tu memang lahh seronok , kalau boleh nak bawa sampai ke tidur . hari - hari nak belai kan . tapi lama - lama , bila dah busy dengan kerja lain , hamster tu pun tak terjaga . mungkin macam tu juga . mula - mula ada boyfriend tu memang lahh hati berbunga bagai nak rak , tapi bila dah bosan , dah busy , kerja berlambak sana sini , mesti tak terlayan kan si boyfriend tu . betul tk ? macam Kura - kura aku . dah kotor sangat . dulu rajin lah hantar carwash setiap minggu tapi since sibuk dengan final , memang tk hantar ke carwash lah . tapi maksud aku bukan nak samakan boyfriend tu dengan benda mahupun binatang , cuma nak tunjuk perumpamaan nya lahh . jadi paham kan message yang aku nak sampaikan ni ?

memang , memang ada terpikir teringin juga nak ada boyfriend . nak nak kalau boyfriend macam Hadi . hehehe . jangan marah Bella . kalau lahh dapat boyfriend yang pakai braces , memang aku suruh dye senyum non stop depan aku setiap kali dating . lantak kau lahh kalau kebas mulut tu kan , asalkan comel , senyum lah kau kan . hahaha ! i know that feeling of being in love or loved in return . memang indah . maybe sometimes it gets rough and complicated but at the end of the day , who doesn't want to be in love ? unless kalau that person memang tak ada hati dan perasaan langsung , kan ?

here's the sincere answer . i want to be in love . i bet everyone does . i want to , i love the feeling of love inside me . it's just that , it's not the right time . kau tahu perasaan itu ? bila diri kau dihargai , disayangi , being worried of , being happy without reasons , surprises , love text etc . beautiful , isn't it ? tapi , ini bukan masa yang sesuai . cuba bayangkan . bayangkan kalau aku tersilap pilih jalan sekali lagi ? memang orang kata kita boleh belajar daripada kesilapan tapi sampai bila kan ? but for once , i want to make it right . i don't want to rush things .

i just can't afford another heartbreaks . let me heal all the heartbreaks . let me heal all the wounds . just let me heal perfectly . i love someone and i hurt him and in the end , it will hurt me again . i don't need a man who treat me like i'm someone special then leave me hanging like nothing happened . i don't need a man who treat me like a rebound or an option . i deserve to be happy . everyone does :) i shall learn to love myself more before i love someone else and gives myself some spaces , then i'll be ready to be in love again :)

one day , but not for now . hee !
oh oh ! dah ingat dah apa jawapan untuk soalan Azi petang tadi . hee .

Adah : hmphh , entah lah Azi . dalam bab - bab cinta ni , Adah malang sikit . HAHAHA ! ( lebih kurang macam ni lahh jawapan nya tadi . kan Azi kan ? haha )

Jodoh ? Kun Fayakun . still , depending on Jodoh alone is quite pathetic . kena lah berusaha , bukan ?

btw Azi , thank you teman pegi Tutti Frutti tadi :)

2011-12-25T05:21:00.000-08:00

i don't hate you . i never did . i just don't like your attitude . i'm just .. feel a little bit disappointed . because i care .

2011-12-14T15:39:00.000-08:00

FRIENDS :)
sem depan tak dapat nak bergambar macam ini lagi . rindu itu sudah pasti .

2011-12-12T07:57:00.000-08:00

' you see that girl staring into space ? if you were to ask what's wrong , she would say nothing . but when in reality , it's everything . she's sitting there wondering what she did wrong . what she could have done differently . how she would have changed it if she had the chance and if she had the chance to go back and do it over again , would it end with the same result ? that's why she stares '

so , Monday treated me well today . from morning until night . i spend the whole day with Am & Fitri . just the three of us . this morning , after done with lab we went to Batu Pahat Mall since Am want to pay his bill at Maxis Center . after having our lunch at the food court , we went to Square One , watched Puss in The Boots . it was awesome . mula - mula Am & Fitri nak tengok Ombak Rindu but seriously , aku tak berapa nak minat sangat tengok movie macam tu . Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn lagi lahh tak minat kan . so last - last decide nak tengok Puss in The Boots . awal cite tu start , agak boring juga lahh . tapi bila dah lama sikit cite nya , best . kelakar bodoh pun ada . haha . so satu hari ni memang habiskan masa bertiga aja lahh . malam pun sama , lepak library dekat bilik 24 jam dan siapkan kerja masing - masing .

the thing is , setiap kali Am dengan Fitri cite pasal girlfriend masing - masing kan , seeing how happy they are with their loved ones and love life , it makes me happy as their best friend but still , deep down inside me , it makes me realize how lonely i am actually . yupp , loneliness . isn't it pathetic ? hahaha . laughing at myself . dan ia semakin mengingatkan aku pada dia . sigh :/

but nevermind . hehehe . i'm happy with i am for now . officially a lone ranger , forever alone i guess . heee . well , that's enough for today . extremely exhausted . good night people :)

2011-12-10T01:18:00.000-08:00

it's a plain Saturday for me . again , my roomate gone back to JB last night after we finish Contract and Estimation test last night . so , i'm alone now . kind a used to it on every weekend . so , i woke up this morning , having a cold shower , a bowl of Milo cereal with full cream milk and enjoy myself watching Lilo and Stitch & Lilo and Stitch 2 movies on YouTube . fun heh ? then take a nap , receive texts from Bella & Wani . they asked me to come to their booth near TF residents . spend hours there , quite fun until he came . the moment i saw Kancil stop by at Azhar's booth , then i know it was him . Bella and others telling me it was him . but still , i can't really face him straight . haha . then Wani passed me one of my friend's helmet and i wear to cover my face . it didn't work . he saw me earlier . thanks to Bella for calling him while she was right behind me -.-

the moment i saw him with other girl , it's really upset me . i'm not mad . jealousy i guess . sigh . i don't know . this is what i hate the most whenever i fall for someone , i'll get freaking jealous . kadang - kadang cemburu tu macam tak bertempat . that's my problem . tak tahu macam mana nak kawal . stupid girl , adah ! i hate this feeling . stupid me ! stupid me ! you know what , this is the reason why i keep myself distance from you . setiap kali jumpa mahupun terserempak , it seems like everything's so wrong . lepas tu asik gaduh , and it's all because of me . i can't control my jealousy and anger . i'm sucks . sampai bila nak macam ni pun tak tahu lahh . no matter how much i miss you , i can't face you . sigh .

:/

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years .

2011-12-04T08:11:00.000-08:00

haihh . i'm at Batu Pahat already and i can feel all the negative energies in me .
peer pressure . loads of assignments .
due date for GeoFest project and Hydrology test on the same day , 8th of December . yes , this Thursday . but there's a rumor said Hydrology test postponed . hopefully it is true . then lab report . such a hectic life . okay , enough said . now i need to do the calculation part for the lab report . Rabu ni nak kena submit . kalau malam ni tak siap juga calculation , then esok tanya group lain yang dah buat lab tu . take care people. pray for me :)

PS . niat di hati tak ada pun nak bermusuhan . cuma menjauhkan diri . saya tidak tahu mahu bereaksi macam mana . mungkin keadaan sedikit berbeza . mungkin perlukan masa untuk ianya kembali normal . saya minta maaf .

malam , dunia .

2011-12-02T22:25:00.000-08:00

aku pernah terpikir , alangkah seronok nya kalau aku dapat jadi burung . sebab aku jenis bukan yang suka diarah mahupun dikongkong . aku juga bukan jenis yang orang kata boleh buat keputusan . aku jenis yang buat apa yang aku suka & pergi mana saja yang aku suka asalkan aku tak susahkan orang tapi maybe ada sikit kot menyusahkan orang . biasa lah tu kan . well , the animal that best describe me is bird . so , hari ni tak nak cite pasal burung . hari ini hari Sabtu . aku ada di Bangi . esok hari Ahad , dah nak balik Batu Pahat . damn . baru je lepas habis tengok cite The Lovely Bones di HBO . aku balik uma untuk relax goyang kaki . padahal kerja berlambak menanti . lab report geoteknik belum mula lagi . projek Geofest pun sama . kalau nak aku senaraikan semua kerja , memang tk kn habis lahh kan . sebab apa ? terlalu banyak yang tertangguh . siap satu , datang yang baru . tak boleh tengok orang senang kan ? -.-

hari ni nak bebel . boleh ? kalau tak tahan dengan bebelan aku , sila tahan . terima kasih :)
aku tak paham . kenapa mesti wujud manusia yang jenis suka memainkan perasaan & hati manusia yang lain ? korang pun tahu , hati & perasaan tak boleh dibawa main . silap percaturan , boleh gila jadi nya , bukan ? we're human after all . we're fragile , isn't it ? okay , this is just a random thought . it's just one thought that's flooding my brain -.-

first , cek nak tanya kat ampa semua . seronok ka main kan perasaan orang ? seronok ka ampa semua tengok orang yang sayang kat ampa dipermainkan ? ampa suka ka ? apa ampa ni tak ada perasaan ? *muka serious tahap gaban dah ni .

playboy / playgirl is a human being who plays a dumb game with people around them . dulu orang kata lelaki miang , lelaki gatal tapi siapa kata lelaki aje macam tu ? siapa ?! siapa ?! siapa kata tak ada perempuan macam tu ? hello ! wujud tahu perempuan miang , perempuan gatal ni kalo ampa semua nak tahu . apa ampa ingat lelaki aje ke main kayu tiga , kayu enam , kayu 30 ? perempuan zaman sekarang apa kurang nya , bukan ? dua kali lima , lima kali dua . okay , ini hanya pandangan rawak sebagai seorang manusia . nothing personal ( Y ) . * peace

pantang aku bila orang memainkan perasaan orang yang sayang mereka . sedikit emo di sini , maaf . okay , kadang - kadang tak boleh juga nak salah kan golongan playboy / playgirl ni . sebab daripada apa yang aku tahu , pengalaman yang membuatkan mereka jadi macam tu . mungkin ex boyfriend / girlfriend pernah sakitkan hati dyeorang . tapi , itu tak boleh jadikan satu alasan di mana kau nak sakitkan hati orang yang sememangnya bukan orang yang sakitkan kau waktu dulu . kau mainkan perasaan orang yang tidak bersalah langsung . mungkin kau ada kata macam ni ' aahh , aku penat bila orang yang aku sayang sakitkan hati aku , mainkan perasaan aku . lebih baik aku mainkan orang pula . lagi bagus ' .

apa ke bangang nya lahh haii orang macam ni . habis tu , kau nak bagi orang lain sakit ? apa lahh sempit sangat kepala otak kau ni . haihh . kalau kau tahu rasa sakit tu macam mana , kenapa mesti nak bagi orang lain rasa benda yang sama ? rasa seronok sangat ke ? puas hati ke ? kenapa perlu bagi sakit yang sama pada orang yang selama ini jujur dengan kau , sayang dengan kau , ikhlas dengan kau ? yang susah senang semua dengan kau ? kau tk ada hak nak bagi orang lain rasa benda yang sama . tk kira lahh sakit macam mana pun kau pernah rasa dulu , sebab yang lalui semua itu kau , bukan orang lain .

ni , cek nak tanya ampa . apa yang seronok sangat jadi playboy / playgirl ni ? ada faedah ke ? kalau lahh ampa dapat jadi CEO Magazine pornografi Playboy , tak apa lahh juga . kalau ampa dapat jadi model telanjang bogel dedah sana sini untuk Magazine Playboy , tk apa lahh juga . tapi hakikatnya , ampa tk dapat apa - apa .

one thing for sure , tak kisah lahh hebat mana pun ampa ni playboy / playgirl , kau pasti akan rasa seksa menderita frust menonggeng satu hari nanti . player macam mana pun seseorang , hakikatnya dye manusia juga . just a merely human . kau masih punya hati dan perasaan , bukan ? kau mainkan hati dan perasaan orang , akan ada satu hari mesti ada perempuan / lelaki yang akan buat macam mana kau pernah buat . tapi bila orang tu dah jatuhkan kau , kau nak marah sana sini , mengamuk sana sini tak tentu pasal . tahu pula sedih kan ? -.-

sumpah pathetic gilaa , kan ? first , you break people's heart by being a damn ' cool ' player and when you're the one who being played , you got frustrated and start a new game again . useless . why don't you stop the game ? semua manusia punya hati dan perasaan . sejahat mana pun kau , kau ada hati dan perasaan , bukan ? why did you have to give the pains to others if you knew how hurts it is ? kenapa perlu memainkan sesuatu yang dah cukup terbaik untuk kau , cukup sempurna untuk kau ? ia seolah - olah kau mempermainkan anugerah yang Allah dah beri pada kau . kenapa tk hargai ? apa salah nya kalau kau terima anugerah tu dan nikmati seadanya ? everything happens for a reason . apa yang pegi , apa yang datang semua itu berlaku atas ketentuanNYA dan ada hikmahnya . cuma kita aje belum nampak . making fun of others feeling is so not cool , okay ?

tak kisah lahh ex boyfriend kau mahupun ex girlfriend kau pernah ranapkan hati kau , pijak kepala kau sampai hancur , remukkan hati kau sampai habis , kau tak punya hak untuk menyakiti orang yang ikhlas sayang kau . kau tak payah lahh nak risau pasal orang yang pernah sakitkan & memainkan hati dan perasaan kau sebab benda yang jahat pasti akan dibalas oleh Allah . Allah itu Maha Adil , bukan ? kau hanya perlu doakan yang terbaik aja untuk mereka . believe in karma . what goes around , comes around :) balas membalas ini bukan tugas kita , itu semua tugas Allah :) insyaALLAH .

apa lahh aku merepek meraban ni ? -.-

tk sangka panjang lebar juga entri aku ni . kalau Kenneth jumpa aku , mesti dye kata ' i've read your blog , adah . too long . mengantuk saya baca ' . hahahahahaha ! sorry meh Kenneth . hehehe . okay , jam menunjukkan pukul 3.07pm . ayah pun baru sampai uma dari UiTM Puncak Alam , visiting Aisyah . so i need to prepare myself , after Asar pegi Alamanda . have a nice weekend people :)

2011-12-02T18:07:00.001-08:00

kau tahu perasaan itu ? bila kau rindukan seseorang , kau tak mampu nak berhadapan dengan dia ? kau tahu perasaan itu ? bila kau rindukan seseorang , dia tiada di sisi . kau tahu ? mungkin kau pernah rasa perasaan macam tu , tapi apa yang kau rasa sama macam aku rasa ? sama macam orang lain ? tak , bukan ?

ego ? bagi aku , kadang - kadang ego itu perlu . tapi mungkin tak perlu keterlaluan . ego itu biar lahh kena pada tempatnya . dye cakap aku ego , sombong . mungkin . mungkin betul kata dye aku ego tapi aku tak sombong . ego aku bersebab . to be truth , i miss you . i miss you every second , every minute , every hour , everyday . it's just that i don't have the guts to tell it straight to your face . it's not that i don't want you to know . i do . you have no idea how much i want it tell you , but i just can't . when i think about it , i know that you knew i miss you , isn't it ? you just knew , right ? things may have changed . i just need to face the facts that every moment i miss you , how much i want to meet you , you just not there . i have to face the fact that the moment i miss you , that was the moment you were with someone else , with other girls . that is why i rather keep it for myself . whenever we across each other , i rather keep myself distance from you but deep down inside me , i really want to talk with you , making an eye contact with you and say how much i miss you .

it is complicated , the situation is . i said it is complicated because i don't know where i'm standing in his life . it's like when you're hanging dead in air and knowing you can be thrown off anytime . it's when we're like more than a friend , but not really . sometimes , i would want to have never met the person at all but at the back of my mind , i want him but i can't . it's complicated . so damn complicated .

Adib kata ' if you think it's worth to have feeling to him , then go on . if not , learn how to let go . tak salah suka orang , rindu orang , sayang orang tapi apakah berbaloi kau buang masa & air mata kau ? belajar untuk terima orang lain yang boleh terima diri kita ' .

2011-11-29T04:21:00.000-08:00

HELLO ! :) it's been a while since my last update . kind a busy lately . banyak sangat kerja . tak tahu lahh macam mana nak cakap . so , malam ni , sekali lagi habiskan masa di bilik 24 jam library . so , sambil tengah tunggu Najwa , Et dengan Ida datang nak study Ekonomi Kejuruteraan sama - sama , so i thought it would be fine update something new . oh btw , i'm not alone . Fakhri's here .

something happened last night . two people arguing . a boy who still love his ex girlfriend and she's kind a hate him , i don't know . i guess so . okay , kalau nak kata aku kena tempias , maybe . sebab tak pasal - pasal perempuan tu remove aku dari friend list Facebook kan ? i must say , that is so immature . why lahh ? kalau gaduh , remove . kalau clash , remove . kalau kena reject , remove . eh , korang ni dah kenapa ? cuba korang fikir , apa yang korang dapat kalau korang remove ? at the end , korang mesti ' adoii , menyesal nya aku remove dye . tak boleh nak stalk lagi . ' okay , maybe lain orang , lain cara nya nak melupakan seseorang kan ? but still , for me . that is so not cool . cuba korang fikir , kalau korang tak remove , just be friend , tk salah . kalau sakit hati , hide saja dari news feed . but come to think of it , at least korang boleh tunjuk yang korang strong enough to move on without your ex ( her / him ) , bukan ?

show them that you're having a good life without them . okay , macam dah lari tajuk kan . sebenarnya entri kali ni , ntuk seseorang . yupp . for someone who may concern . itu pun kalau dye baca lahh kan -.-

i know you're hurting right now . you tried so hard to win her heart back , you have done anything you can but still , it won't work . she pushed you away hardly . aku tahu perasaan bila kita dah usaha macam - macam , kita dah buat apa yang kita mampu tapi it seems not good enough and lastly , it didn't work . sakit kan ? sakit tu rasa macam kau diri bawah pokok kelapa , lepas tu tak pasal - pasal ada buah kelapa jatuh atas kepala korang . pergh , memang sakit tk terkata lah kan ? let me tell you this , she did something bad to you , you hurts , you cried for her because you're sad . but you forgive her . maybe simply because you love her .

memang , memang bukan senang . lagi - lagi nak move on tanpa orang yang kau sayang , tanpa orang yang kau memang nak hidup semati dengan dye . tapi , face the facts . you have to move on . there will come one point that you have to let go . kalau kau tak lepaskan , sampai bila kau nak sakit macam tu kan ? kita tak ada lahh sempurna mana pun kan . we're not the almighty God . we all have weakness . in moving on , in staying strong it's not gonna be easy as some people said it would be . you're the one who facing it . aku juga pernah rasa macam tu dalam hidup aku , sumpah aku tak tipu . malah semua orang pernah rasa macam useless , hopeless bagai semua . but we're living for purposes , isn't it ? dan tujuan tu , bukan untuk kita putus asa . for every decision you make is a lesson of your life and for every past that you decide to let go and move on , itu satu peluang untuk sesuatu yang jauh lebih baik untuk masa depan kau .

there will come a time in your life when you realize who matters , who never did and who always will . so , don't worry about her because there's a reason why she didn't make it to your future . the thing is , you have to grab the chance you have . we're not perfect . we make mistakes but that's how we learn . memang sedih kan , kita hilang orang yang sayang tapi sampai bila nak bersedih . okay , it takes time . tapi kalau boleh , jangan lah biarkan perasaan sedih tu terlalu lama .

enjoy yourself , do something fun with your friends but still , you did have loads of ' friends ' , so i don't worry much . haha . you can get rebound anytime , isn't it ? maybe this would help you , say this to her ' i forgive you . i forgive you for single thing . for every happiness , for every sadness , for every heartbreaks , i forgive everything because i can't hate someone i used to care so much . i want to live without any regrets hating someone . i forgive every lies and games you played . ' well , it's the right thing to do kan ? saya tahu sakit , perit . tapi awak boleh . insyaALLAH .

nota kaki : well actually entri ni untuk diri sendiri juga :)

2011-11-18T04:37:00.000-08:00

2011-11-15T06:49:00.000-08:00

NAJWA MAJID , ANNE :)

happy birthday to you .
happy birthday to you .
happy birthday to anne ,
happy birthday to you .

Happy 21st Birthday meh anne . sorry adah tak ada dengan anne nak celebrate birthday or even belanja anne makan or bawa anne jalan or whatever called birthday present . tapi adah ade terpikir nak write something . well , i guess this would be your birthday present specially from me , okay ? mungkin tak semahal minyak wangi yang boleh dijadikan hadiah , mungkin juga tk sesedap makanan yang orang boleh belanja anne makan ( eh apa adah merepek ni . haha ) tapi ni aje yang mampu adah buat untuk anne :)

people come and go . friends do come and go . have you have that one friend , who used to be extremely close to you and all of sudden , maybe something wrong happened somewhere or nothing wrong happened that makes them disappear just like that ? not contacting each other . no call , no sms or even facebook or twitter . i don't believe in best friend actually . waktu budak kecik - kecik dulu ye lahh selalu cakap ' kau lahh best friend aku sampai kiamat sekalipun ' . tapi kan , bila masing - masing dah besar , dah ada haluan hidup masing - masing , sambung study sana sini mesti lahh masing - masing dah buat hal sendiri kan ?

dulu , bila berkawan rapat dengan seseorang , yang tahu perangai kau macam mana , setiap masalah kau dye tahu , kau suka duka dengan dye , gelak mengilai macam langsuir tak ingat dunia cuma nasib baik lelangit mulut kau tk terkehel , tiba - tiba boleh macam tk keep in touch and what's worse ? masing - masing bermusuhan , kan ? kadang - kadang , bukan tak nak berusaha nak rapat semula macam dulu . nak tu memang lahh nak . cuma hakikat lahh , tk semua orang boleh stay as great friends , bukan ?

aku ada juga kawan yang pada awalnya ' oh , kau lahh kawan baik sehidup semati aku . kalau aku perlukan apa - apa , aku minta tolong kau , kau tk pernah kisah . thanks . love you darling , xoxo ' tapi belakang aku , pergh pergh ! bukan setakat pisau kau nak backstab aku kan . pedang lahh , lembing lahh or anything yang asalkan tajam kau tikam aku kan . tapi kawan jenis macam ni , aku dah tk kisah dah . tk ada kuasa dah nak melayan . memang menyampah tahap gaban ah kalau pikir manusia macam ni .

people changed . things changed . everything changed kan ? bagi aku , kalau kawan gaduh dengan kawan , then ada effort untuk baik kan semula keadaan , take care each other , itu betul - betul memahami . people who knows my weaknesses , who know what i love , what i hate . as we all know , nothing's permanent in this world . friends don't stay permanent trough out your life . only some of them , true ones .

true friends .

the ones that always there for you , even after months or years didn't seeing each other and you know that your friendship won't be affected no matter what . those friends who can always make you laugh . the ones that you are so comfortable enough to be around with , where you just can be yourself . the one that don't judges you , even when you have the most ridiculous laugh , say the dumbest things . you know that they accept you just the way you are and love you no matter what . they are the friends that who will call your name but you know deep down inside , they love you anyway even they never mentioned or tell you or admit it . you just knew . and yes , they are the one that you can't live without . they are usually the one you never thought would never think to be the ones who would stay by yourside until the very end . they always there . from the beginning and they just never left like others did . that's true friend is :)

and that's you , Anne . specially dedicated for you . anggap aje lahh ni birthday present daripada Adah . love :)

2011-11-12T19:27:00.000-08:00

heyy guess what ? it takes one night , ONE NIGHT and my diet plan for the whole mid semester breaks ruined . yeah , thank you loads dear food . seriously , why did you have to be so damn delicious meh until i can't resist and eat like a hungry monster ? we're the whole family celebrating Caliph's first birthday . banyak sangat makanan sedap . potluck . ya Allah , tak tahu macam mana nak cakap , iman memang tergugat sungguh malam tadi . segala perangai buruk terkeluar . habis ! macam mana lah nak kurus . even berzumba setiap hari , still makan banyak . we had so much fun last night . yeah , seronok sangat sampai ada tetamu yang datang , then balik terpakai selipar aku -.- bagai nak rak aku cari selipar aku malam tadi , tak jumpa juga . memang sah ada yang tertukar . damn . pegi birthday party berselipar dengan perut kosong , tapi balik dari birthday party dengan perut penuh , tapi berkaki ayam . hahahaha . terbaik !

guys , i think this would be last entry for the time being . i'm going back to reality , student life , back to BPahat this evening . then start tomorrow , will be a hectic weeks for us . test 2 is waiting for us . assignments lagi lahh jangan cakap -.- Grrrrrrrrr . Meow . Wooof Wooooffff ! hahaha .

life is full with obstacles and hardships . kalau nak harap hidup ni selalu senang je , memang tak kemana lahh kau kan ? macam hidup kosong . tk ada pengalaman , tk ada pengajaran . kosong macam tin kosong . nothing to risk for , nothing to learn for and nothing to appreciate , right ? that's what life is . it shows us how to learn and grow up to be a useful and loving human . to be stronger day by day , you have to believe that everything happens for a reason . nothing happen in this world without any acceptable reason . Allah is with us . i know it won't be easy but at least you have to believe and it will be worth it . insyaALLAH :)

sepanjang kau hidup , sepanjang aku hidup , dah banyak yang kita semua lalui dalam liku - liku kehidupan ni , bukan ? kau dah cuba yang terbaik . kau dah buat sehabis mungkin . kau dah berusaha gila - gila semaksimum mungkin . gagal itu semua belakang cerita , okay ? yang penting , kau dah cuba , doa kepada Allah dan kau tawakal . setiap kesusahan dan musibah itu , pasti ada hikmahnya satu hari nanti . cuma kau perlu tunggu dengan penuh sabar . well , good things always come to those who wait patiently no matter how hard life hits you to the ground , isn't it ? itu janji Tuhan untuk kita semua , bukan ?

i know it's hard . its' been rough . kalau aku cakap yang aku dah terlalu sakit dan penat teruskan semua ini , tk bermaksud aku berhenti mencuba . betul tak ? kau pun macam tu juga kan ? penat sampai nak menangis , kau tetap berdiri . i'm always keep trying even it kills me . yes , it is hurts but we all have to go trough all this , right ? walaupun aku punya kawan yang tak pernah tinggalkan aku , selalu ada untuk aku especially Anne , sometimes i push people away . yes , i push people away . sebab aku tak sanggup nak tengok kawan - kawan aku terbeban dengan masalah aku yang datang selepas satu pegi . aku tak nak susahkan mereka , tak nak jatuhkan semangat mereka . aku tk kisah kalau aku disampah celakakan , asalkan orang - orang yang aku sayang tak diranap macam aku ni . hahaha .

i've been trying to live with this all hardships . one disappointment after another . still , enough is enough . so , kau cakap dengan diri kau yang kau boleh ! kau boleh harungi semua ni . sesungguhnya kau seorang yang tabah , begitu juga dengan aku . yessss bebeh ! hahaha .

wipe those tears , stand up and tell yourself that you're strong enough that you could imagine

Anne , thank you for everything . love :)

2011-11-12T01:08:00.001-08:00

this explain much .
that moment , when you hold my hands and squeeze them tight . everything felt so right , as if there's no one left in the world . it just us . but things changed . everything changed . but still , this feeling , it never fades . it still there , only if you knew .

2011-11-12T00:49:00.000-08:00

did you know ?
when you dream about someone , that person went to sleep thinking of you ?
did you know ?
when that person looks at you a lot they can't live without you .
did you know ?
when the person you like , looks at you and then looks down , they're crazy about you .
did you know ?
that when a person looks directly into your eyes , they care about you more than you ever think of .
do you know ?
when they leave and saying bye too much , it means they don't want to let go of you .

missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked . it's about the moment when you find yourself doing something and wishing they were right by your side . each and every time i text you morning and night , you know how i miss you . but the worst part is , i can't tell you like everyday . but i know , you'll always know that i miss you .

:)

2011-11-11T01:44:00.000-08:00

mata sepet , banyak cakap pula tu . hehehe . mission accomplished . dah shopping baju , dah beli wedding present untuk kawan Ninie . had so much fun . ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi okayy ? btw , Ninie keje dekat Tutti Frutti Presint 15 nanti jangan curi - curi makan taw . hahaha . kalau Adah datang , kasi makan free ye . lol , jk . hee . love :)

2011-11-10T18:54:00.000-08:00

11.11.11. is just a number guys . why so obsessed ? okay , maybe nampak 11.11.11 tu macam WOW , cantik gilaa nombor ni kan . so , mesti korang semua nak jadikan tarikh hari ni special , isn't it ? hari ni maybe ada yang declare nak jadi boyfriend / girlfriend kan ? truth to be told , aku tunggu juga siapa lahh yang sudi nak text or call aku ' adah , be my girlfriend will you ? ' naahhh , no such thing . hahahaha . dalam mimpi aje -.- tapi tak juga , kot mana lahh taw hari ni ada yang nak end up relationship . so , 11.11.11 is a date that will become either a good or bad memories .

hidup ni tak selalu indah . Allah doesn't promise us that life would be like a bed of roses , you know . no matter how hard you tried to be happy enough , at some point , there will come a time that you'll drown into all those hardships you made . tapi kau punya dua pilihan , either you want to back up and be strong or stuck at the bottom and non - stop feeling regret with what had happened in your life . your life , your own choice .

kadang - kadang , kau melalak macam mana pun masalah kau dekat kawan - kawan kau especially closest friends , kau luahkan masalah atau perasaan merana kau dekat sejuta manusia sekalipun , mereka akan kata ' aku paham . aku pernah berada dalam situasi kau .' but the fact is , yang betul - betul paham diri kau , apa yang kau rasa , apa yang kau sedang lalui adalah KAU . kau sendiri yang paham semua tu . kawan - kawan kau , family kau , skandal kau , abang angkat kau , adik angkat kau , kakak angkat kau or whoever itu semua supporting character aje . pelakon tambahan yang datang membantu .

ada lahh satu manusia ni , bila member dye luahkan perasaan after been dumped , been played or been lied to , dye akan cakap macam ni ' alaaa kau ni . sudah - sudah lahh tu . kalau orang dah tak nak , pasai pa hang nak terhegeh - hegeh kat depa ? move on lahh . buang masa aku duk tengok hang lagu ni . serabut kepala aku ' . like seriously ? apa punya kawan cakap macam ni ? memang kau nak tolong kawan kau tu , tapi kadang - kadang , cara kau bercakap tu tak kena pada tempatnya . hati orang tercalar , kalau kau dah cakap macam tu , dengan nada yang agak damn you are so fucking annoying , tak ke makin merebak calarnya ? makin ranap woii hati orang kau kata macam tu . sebab yang rasa sakit sekarang ni , dye . selagi kau tak ada di tempat dye , dalam badan dye , kau takkan tahu apa yang dye rasa . so please , niat kau nak tolong dye tu , mesti kena pada tempatnya .

think about it , what if . what if the person that you love dumped you ? or what's worst , you have been with your partner for almost 8 years and then one day , he / she left you over someone ? kalau kau boleh move on dalam seminggu tak apa juga . memang hebat lahh kau kan tapi itu bukan sayang nama dye . itu suka suka bodoh aje sepanjang 8 tahun tu . tapi mungkin kau juga pernah berada dalam situasi kawan kau tu . tapi perasaan manusia tak sama kan ? mungkin kawan kau terlalu banyak kenangan manis dengan orang yang dye sayang . mungkin kawan kau sanggup rendahkan ego semata - mata untuk orang yang dye sayang . mungkin juga orang yang kawan kau sayang tu lain daripada yang lain .

kita mana tahu kan ? kita pun tak tahu malam - malam dye nangis sorang peluk bantal busuk . yang tahu , empunya badan sendiri . aku tahu , memang ada niat nak membantu tu tapi jangan lahh cakap tak tentu hala . tak ada manusia dalam dunia ni yang nak diberi kesusahan . itu cara dye nak naikkan semangat dye semula . merangkak macam mana pun , dye tetap mencuba kan ? tak semestinya bertahun dye dalam proses nak pulihkan diri sendiri , satu hari nanti dye tak akan bahagia macam orang lain ? Allah itu Maha Adil , bukan ?

everyone have their own happiness and sadness . that made them who they are .

last but not least , kau jangan lahh cakap orang tu loser sebab dye sedih or kecewa selepas baru break up dengan girlfriend dye . come on , admit it . semua orang pernah jadi bodoh bila hubungan korang semua ranap kan ? semua orang pernah fucked up , tapi bergantung pada diri sendiri lahh macam mana nak sembunyikan nya . untuk judge seseorang tu sebab kan masih tak dapat nak lepaskan kisah silam dyeorg , it is wrong people .

btw , good morning people . may you have a blessful day ahead . Friday , full of barakah . insyaALLAH . tahniah juga pada mereka yang akan berakad nikah pada hari ni . semoga bahagia hingga ke anak cucu di dunia dan akhirat :)

2011-11-10T04:19:00.000-08:00

ni lah dye . muka budak terlebih excited mengalahkan Amir bila dapat dua scoop Baskin Robbins . atas tu flavor Mango , bawah tu pula flavor Cotton Candy . memang seronok lahh . haha .

dalam tengah usha kedai Quicksilver , nampak purse ni . harga memang dah turun . RM99.00 aje . apa lagi ? hahaha . Aisyah bought me this Roxy purse as 2nd item and get 30 discounts as she bought a new bag for herself . thank you adik :')

2011-11-09T19:30:00.001-08:00

it makes me happy seeing my friends happy with their love life and of course with their partner . there's one of my friend who already move on after she fights her 5 years relationship with her ex boyfriend for 6 months then she learned that somehow , what is not meant to be will always be not meant to be . no matter how hard she fights for it , there's come a point where she know that she have to stop chasing over someone who don't appreciate her and start to giving love for someone who cares for her . that's a good thing to do Yana . so proud of you . then there's Faa . another friend of mine who has move on and yes , she has found her new partner . just read her blog . beautiful story meh Faa . come to think of it , wasn't it wonderful to be appreciate by someone you love at once ?

hahaha . i'm not saying that i'm desperate for his love . he knew i love him and care about him but still , there's a boundary between us and i have to behave myself . it's just that sometimes i do wish he would love me like i love him too . hahaha . what a wishful thinking , isn't it ? naaahh , he has loads of girlfriends . not that girlfriend . it is friend which is a girl and there's loads of them . i do miss him , everyday . we used to hang out , texting everyday , morning text but then everything changed . we had a fight , but i forgive him . well , people make mistakes . so am i . but still , i never forget that moment . the moment when he makes me think that we might possible become more than just a friend but he ruined it -.-

that feeling never changed actually . there's a small tiny point of weakness in me you know . i take every little things seriously . seeing him happy with his own life , that's enough for me . the thing is , i hate when people called him loser . come on lahh people . stop calling him loser . i know he's the kind of kuat merajuk person . stop being judgemental . some people are born that way , bare with it or else just leave him alone and stop being hypocrite , okay ? enough said .

btw friend , do appreciate people around you while they still there . love people who love you for you , appreciate them for love you for you . adah doakan kebahagiaan kamu semua , insyaALLAH . doakan untuk adah juga . kot mana lahh taw dapat kahwin dengan anak Dato' ke . hehe . just kidding . may you all have a blessful Thursday . love :)

2011-11-09T04:54:00.000-08:00

hello guys . how was your day today ? mesti ada yang dah start kelas sebab UPM hari ni dah start kelas . yang study dekat UTM pun dah balik hari ni . UTHM aje cuti lagi . btw , Amir super excited hari ni . aku tak taw kenapa . tapi plan nak bawa dye jalan - jalan ke Alamanda cancel sebab pukul 2pm tu dye tido . so , i did zumba today , for 3ominutes . not bad kan ? keep repeat the same two videos 5 times . keluar peluh sikit pun jadi lahh . hmmpphh , pernah tak korang terpikir kadang - kadang hidup ni tk adil . sometimes no matter how good you are at someone you love , it seems just not enough . sometimes good deeds doesn't always rewarded with good deeds as well , right ? okay , here's some example . it happens in life , in everyone and each of us .

picture this one particular situation .
there are Husna , Hashim , Hasan and Husin . okay , it might be complicated . so try to understand this kind of situation .

Hashim is someone who Husna still can't get over because Hashim left Husna . so , Husna is having worst stage of life . so , on her way life to move on , she meet Hasan and they become friends . Hasan was trying to help Husna to get over Hashim and eventually , Husna and Hasan become much closer . so , when Husna starts to shine on her own , she merely forgetting Hashim with the help from Hasan . but then , Husna trying to convince Hasan that she's cared about him and this is where everything started . no other characters involved . everything seems to be so wonderful , and they having a good relationship .

up until one day , Husna leave Hasan without any acceptable reason . wlaupun Husna tinggalkan Hasan macam tu je , still Hasan always there for Husna whenever she's in trouble . but then , everything changed . Hasan dah mula move on tapi Husna still convice him that there's still part ' caring ' in her for him but Hasan will always cares for Husna . then there's come new character which is Husin . so , Husna dah pun mula lupakan Hashim , dye berfoya - foya and then she found Husin . boleh nampak tak kat sini yang Hasan dah tolong Husna move on & lupakan Hashim and now Husna tinggalkan Hasan and happy with Husin .

boleh nampak tak apa yang aku nak sampaikan kat sini ? okay , sorry kalau nama Husna , Hashim , Hasan & Husin ni agak mengelirukan sebab empat nama ni aje yang terlintas dalam kepala otak aku . hehe .

okay , back to the main point , taw tak kenapa aku cakap kadang - kadang hidup ni tak adil ? macam contoh situasi yang aku bagi ni . Hasan gaves everything to Husna , he tried his best to make her life back to normal and when she found Husin , she left Hasan . sekarang , Hasan got nothing . tak adil , bukan ? walaupun hati dan perasaan manusia tak boleh dipaksa , tapi kenapa beri kan seseorang itu harapan kalau kau tahu yang kau tak mampu simpan dye lama ? kalau kau tahu yang takkan bersama dye , kenapa kau bagi dye harapan kemudian kau layan dye seolah - olah dye lebih daripada sekadar seorang kawan ? tak adil , bukan ?

bila Hashim tinggalkan Husna , Hasan tolong Husna . bila Husna down gilaa sampai rasa macam nak mampos , Hasan juga yang datang tolong . tapi bila Husin datang , Hasan nak campak mana ? hilang macam tu aje ? Husna dah happy dengan Husin , tapi Hasan merana .

semua manusia punya perasaan and perasaan setiap manusia semua lain - lain , kan ? mungkin ada yang boleh maafkan , tapi ada juga yang tak boleh maafkan . tapi , apa dye boleh lupakan kalau dye dilayan sedemikian ? apa kau boleh terima kalau kau dilayan seperti Hasan ?

you can play with everything around you in this world , tapi kenapa perlu mainkan hati manusia yang selama ni sememangnya ikhlas dan jujur dengan kau ? soal hati dan perasaan bukan mainan . silap percaturan , boleh gila jadinya .

life isn't fair and it will never be . but one thing for sure , God is . forever , God is always fair :)

2011-11-08T16:48:00.000-08:00

my one and only brother , Tebu Shakur . nama glamour dye . haha .

cousin , Khairi :)

muka budak minta terajang , Aisyah . haha .

cousin , Khairina Hussin :) sweet gilaa kan ?

cousin , Khalida Hussin . same age with Aisyah :)

cousin , Sakina Hussin . pretty :)

cousin , Leila Azura Daniel with her prince , Caliph :)

my sweet prince , Amir Shawqi :)

niece , Qaseh Humaira . adoreable gilaa kan ?

cousin , Qayyum :)

Salam AidilAdha .

2011-11-08T02:23:00.000-08:00

puppet gajah . haha . comel giloo . tapi tk beli pun -.-

aisyah . budak ni senyum macam terpaksa aje kan ? muka minta penampar . haha !

kakak sulung gwa dengan Amir Shawqi , putera kami sekeluarga . putera segala putera . raja segala raja . hee :)

and of course my queen , my mom :)

had so much fun with my mom , eldest sister , one and only younger sister and nephew at the IKEA , Mutiara Damansara . saja nak menyemakkan diri ikot ma dengan kakak pegi shopping . kalau aku ikot , mesti adik nak ikot juga kan ? ayah tak ikot , tinggal uma sebab nak amek kereta dye di Kajang . orang yang paling excited bila nak berjalan ni , siapa lagi kalau bukan Amir . aku excited juga tapi Amir lagi super excited kott . haha . memang tak boleh nak duduk diam . nasib tak ramai orang waktu macam ni sebab weekdays and semua kerja kan . we spend almost 7 hours teman ma shopping . hmpphh , malas nak cerita panjang . ini aje kot . penat , sumpah penat . Zzzzzzzzz .

2011-11-07T04:42:00.000-08:00

drooling enough , haa ?

well , gambar kat atas tu sebenarnya gambar potluck kami semua semalam . sebenarnya banyak lagi makanan tapi tak semua dihidangkan . gambar ni kazen aku yang upload . ambil dari album facebook dye . kalau nak tunggu aku upload gambar , lambat lahh since DSLR ada pada kak asma & abg johan . dyeorg tak balik Bangi lagi dari TTDI . kalau rajin , aku upload ye . kalau tak di facebook , maybe dekat sini aje :)

hmmpphh . familiar tak dengan ayat ni ' what goes around , comes around ' or ' karma ' ? mesti lahh pernah kan ? tipu lahh kalo tk pernah dengar kan ?

semua manusia tak sempurna kan ? tak semua manusia dekat bumi ni baik - baik belaka , betul tak ? i'm not perfect , you're not perfect either . we're not perfect . we don't live in good attitudes all the time . there's always some bad things stuck in ourselves . full of flaws . sebab itu kita punya hati ni tak semestinya baik sentiasa , bukan ?

kita semua tk pernah lari daripada buat silap . tak pernah lari daripada sakitkan hati orang disekeliling kita . kadang - kadang kita sakitkan hati orang yang kita sayang dengan sengaja . kadang - kadang secara tk sengaja ataupun terpaksa sebab tak ada rasa niat untuk buat jahat , cuma nak dye rasa macam mana sakitnya kalau dye buat pada kita . kalau korang disakiti oleh orang yang korang sayang , mesti terdetik dalam hati ' tak apa . kau tengok , kau akan menyesal buat aku macam ni . kau tengok nasib kau lepas ni , mesti kau rasa apa yang aku rasa atau mungkin lagi teruk daripada apa yang aku rasa . baru kau taw betapa rendahnya langit nanti . kau tunggu ! ' .

sounds evil kan ? bunyi macam penuh rasa geram , marah malah dendam pun ada sekali . aku sendiri pernah pikir macam tu . tapi bila dah maken besar , dah grow up , dah banyak pengalaman bila orang kata macam tu , tak boleh salahkan dye juga . sebab nya , siapa taw betapa sakitnya orang tu rasa bila ditinggalkan , ditipu , dimainkan , disia - siakan . betul tak ? dalam dunia ni , ada ke manusia yang rela diri dye dilayan sedemikian rupa ? kalau ada pun , memang susah nak jumpa kan ?

tapi bila kita dah disakiti macam tu , mesti kita tunggu saat untuk orang yang sakiti kita tu untuk merasa apa yang dye pernah buat pada kita , betul tk ? maybe to show them how karma or even to show them you shall not hurt the people who would risk do anything for you but people won't learn until they fall on their knees when God gave them lesson . bila dah terkena batang hidung sendiri , baru nak sedar . memang bunyi macam kejam , tapi derita hati siapa yang taw kan ? kau luahkan pada sesapa pun , tak ada yang akan paham derita kau melainkan diri kau sendiri & Allah .

Allah itu Maha Adil . aku percaya , yang Dia berjanji setiap kebaikan yang telah aku beri pada orang , pasti akan ada balasannya satu hari nanti , siapa yang jatuhkan aku juga pasti akan ada balasannya nanti . memang kadang - kadang kita rasa puas hati bila kita tengok orang yang buat kita jatuh , jatuh juga pada suatu hari . nak nak dye jatuh depan kita kan ? kejam kan ? haha . tapi sekarang dah lain . banyak pengalaman yang mengajar . kalau ada orang yang nak menjatuhkan aku , aku akan diam . sebab setiap perbuatan manusia ada balasannya , bukan ? jadi biarlah Tuhan saja yang uruskan itu untuk aku . aku cuma doakan yang terbaik untuknya dan aku berharap yang dye akan belajar daripada balasan dye nanti , jangan buat orang macam mana kau buat pada aku . aku tak rela nak tengok orang lain sakit disebabkan kau sepertimana kau buat aku dulu .

tolong lah , bila Tuhan sedang mengajar kau erti sakit , kau redha dengan ketentuannya . sebab , Dia tak kan beri kau sakit tu kalau kau tak beri pada orang lain . itu maksud nye what goes around , comes around . paham kan ? okay , enough said .

hari ni , terlalu ramai orang yang beri aku semangat . lubi , faa etc . thank you girls . somehow , feel much motivated and positive today . Alhamdulillah .

Cinnabon ( cinnamon roll ) . *craving :(

2011-11-06T02:42:00.000-08:00

first of all , how was your Eid ul-Adha celebrations ? mine was awesome . after solat raya , breakfast lemang with rendang , me and the whole family went to Taman Harmonis , Gombak . makteh have this potluck this afternoon just now and other relatives came too . we have so much fun and eat loads of food . then we're back home around 4pm . now , it's 6.45pm .

women are sensitive , they over thing every little thing and they care way more than they should . but that what makes their love so strong . well , true indeed .

each everyone of us will have the story of our own first love . either it might end up marriage with each other and have a happy ending , or maybe end up as a best friends , or maybe strangers or maybe one of them already gone or passed away maybe or what's worst , end up marriage with other guy / woman . i have one . i had once , my first love :) so i'm gonna share it here , in my post . nothing personal actually , just want to share it with my friends . tak salah , bukan ? hee .

i had my first love when i was 14 years old . yup , i was in form 2 at that age , but before him , i have loads of crush but not boyfriend . just crushes . LOL ! he's also 14 years old that day and we're both in the same class , same boarding school but he came from Kluang and i was still living in JB . come to think of it , we're both was so naive back then that doesn't know what love is about . haha .

for the first time , everything seems so beautiful and i was so in love with him . kalau nak kata cinta monyet tu , maybe up sikit kott . haha . there are so many differences between us yet that's what make us stick together for 4 years . from age 14 until 17 . walaupun form 4 aku masuk SIGS semula , we still keep in touch with each other . tapi bila teringat balik , kami nakal . haha . but the best thing about him is , after school , he worked at restaurant during night just to gain some money so he can come down to JB just to have a date with me . he sacrifice loads for me . i'll remember that till now .

to be honest , i've never had any relationship for more than 4 years , except this . well , like people said ' first love selalunya indah ' . to be true , being with him for 4 years brings so much great memories instead of the bad ones . ye lahh kan , bila kita dah lama kenal orang yang kita sayang , buruk macam mana pun perangai dye , kalau dye dah sayang , dye akan beri benda yang sama kan ? he's a great guy . yupp . dalam panas baran dye , dye penyayang . dalam cemburu dye tu , dye ambil berat . penat & busy macam mana pun dengan persediaan SPM , dye sanggup kerja malam semata - mata nak kumpul duit untuk datang JB dari Kluang semata - mata nak jumpa , he willing to do anything as long i'm happy . that's what matter to him the most , seeing me happy . tapi sejujurnya , hubungan kami waktu tu memang ditentang habis from both family . hee !

pernah tak terpikir , walaupun kadang - kadang kau ada susahkan orang yang kau sayang , dye tetap sayang kau ? walaupun kau buat salah , dye tetap terima maaf kau walaupun pada awalnya nak kena pujuk bagai nak rak . haha . walaupun waktu tu orang kata itu cinta monyet yang bodoh gilaa yang tak bawa ke mana .

well , semua orang ada first love masing - masing kan ? ada yang suka , benci atau yang masih sayang . tapi first love aku , berakhir selepas SPM , atas sebab tertentu . tapi tak perlu go through detail kan ?

selepas SPM , agak lama kami menyepi . tak tahu perkembangan kehidupan masing - masing . selama 4 tahun sampai sekarang selepas hubungan kami berakhir , kadang - kadang dye muncul . kadang - kadang dye hilang . kadang - kadang ada call , kadang - kadang ada message . kadang - kadang aku ignore .

pernah kawan aku tanya ' adah boleh terima ke semua ni ? 4 tahun susah senang sama - sama . kalo korang nak keluar senyap - senyap , aku yang selalu back up kau tapi macam tak percaya kau dengan dye dah over ' .

bagi aku , susah sebenarnya nak lepaskan orang yang kita dah sayang , susah senang sama - sama , nangis & ketawa sama - sama sepanjang 4 tahun tu . tapi lama - kelamaan , we still have to accept that we're not made for each other and time to move on and we did until today . aku move on , in and out having relationship with others but he's move on , married , have a lovely wife and two kids . walaupun kami sebaya , tapi dye dah pun berkerjaya dan punya keluarga :)

memang kadang - kadang terasa rindu sangat kan but HELLO ! dye suami orang . hahaha . still , ada lahh batas - batas nya kan ? tapi , apa yang aku dapat daripada dye selama 4 tahun bersama tak pernah aku dapat daripada orang lain yang aku pernah bersama . tapi semua manusia punya lain - lain keistimewaan kan ? tapi yang aku pasti , apa yang ada pada first love aku , tk ada pada mana - mana lelaki sekalipun .

pernah sekali waktu kami contact balik , kami bertanyakan khabar masing - masing . dalam conversation kami ,

' kau memang dah move on kan . bagus lahh . happy for you . kadang - kadang tengok , girlfriend bertukar - tukar . hee ' .

' kau tak pernah terpikir kenapa aku bertukar - tukar girlfriend ? sebab sorang daripada dyeorg satu pun tak macam kau dengan aku dulu , 4 tahun yang dulu . kau buat aku happy dulu . tapi selepas kau , seorang pun tak pernah buat aku happy macam dulu . itu apa yang kau nampak , tapi apa yang aku rasa ? '

tapi lepas dye bertukar - tukar girlfriend , last - last dye kawen juga . haha . kelakar kan ? kadang - kadang orang yang betul sayangkan kita , kita tak nampak tapi selepas dah buat haluan hidup masing - masing baru lahh semuanya nak terkeluar , kan ? haha .

post ni sekadar nak kongsi aje . lagipun dah 4 tahun lamanya lepas hubungan kami berakhir . cumanya , aku tak kan pernah lupa first love aku ni sampai bila - bila . bukan bermaksud aku masih punya perasaan . tk terdetik pun dalam hati nak bersama semula , lagi - lagi bila dye dah berumahtangga -.- LOL !

pada pendapat aku , sebenarnya dalam hidup ni , first love banyak memberi kita kenangan yang sampai dunia hancur pun tak kan lupa , betul tak ? tapi first love juga banyak beri kita pengajaran . kadang - kadang first love tak work out as expected , so dye ajar kita to be someone better in the future untuk orang yang sayang kita . dan kalau bernasib baik , lagi indah kalau first love tu yang memang akan sayang kita sepanjang hidup . orang kata , kalau ada jodoh , tak kan kemana kan ? tapi jodoh aku dengan first love aku ni memang zero lahh . haha . tapi kalau korang , insyaALLAH . kau kena percaya , setiap manusia yang hadir dalam hidup kau , kalau dye tak beri kau kebahagiaan , dye akan berikan kau pengajaran :)

okay , enough for today post . have a nice day :)

2011-11-05T18:50:00.000-07:00

gravity , gravity , gravity .
when i want to stand on my own , then suddenly you start to show signs of what is possible .
then you're back to your ways and let me down .
everytime i'm ready to leave , i seem to be pulling in the wrong direction , diving with no protection and you can't keep me steering me wrong .
why you pulling me back , pulling me in ?
be quiet , let me leave , don't say another word . you got a hold on me like gravity .

Happy Eid ul-Adha to all Muslims . have a nice weekend :)

2011-11-04T21:01:00.000-07:00

it's Sunday people and it's 5th of November . how time flies . i haven't update my blog since my last entry and i guess it almost a month . well , hello people . we meet again . i'm going to say that i was so busy lately . after one assignment done , another assignment approach . after one project done , another project approach . it seems like they don't like to see me senang and goyang kaki . but that's what people called as student life . still , dramas always happened , never missed one . so many things happened lately and my October didn't end well and November didn't start so well . life , study , friends , love and people . happy , sad , angry , disappointments etc . there's so many thought i want to share with in my blog but i just can't find the right words or i can't express it through words . one thing about blog is , i can tell everything that i can't even talk about it to people or even to my own best friends .

people make mistakes . even people that you love . manusia tak pernah lari daripada melakukan kesilapan , bukan ? even diri kita sendiri pun tak pernah lari daripada melakukan kesilapan . bak kata orang kalau kali pertama atau kedua , itu mungkin boleh dikatakan kesilapan tapi kalau kali ketiga atau keempat , itu mungkin pilihan .

pernah tak terpikir sememangnya ada orang diluar sana yang sayang & cinta kita akan terima setiap inci perangai kita sama ada buruk mahupun baik ? well , let's just say that kind of person really does exist besides our own parents . a woman who truly loves you will be angry at you for so many times but will stick around . okay , bukan perempuan sahaja macam tu , malah ada juga lelaki macam tu . tak kisah lahh dye marah kau banyak kali macam mana pun , whatever the situation is , he'll never leave you . manusia punya macam - macam ragam bukan ? manusia punya macam - macam perangai bukan ? tapi manusia juga ada kelebihan masing - masing dan setiap kelebihan mereka tak sama dengan manusia yang lain . kalau ada keburukan , pasti ada kelebihan juga kan ?

contoh ,
mungkin kau rasa dye panas baran , tapi disebalik panas baran tu dye penyayang .
mungkin kau rasa dye seolah - olah tak pernah ambil kisah pasal kau tapi disebalik endah tak endah tu dye sememangnya ambil berat pasal kau tapi dye tak tunjuk .

tapi pernah tak kau pikir ,
bila perangai panas baran kau keluar
bila perangai sensitif kau hanya kerana hal sekecil bakteria keluar
bila perangai remeh temeh kau keluar
bila perangai yang sangat mengjengkelkan kau keluar

mampu tak orang yang sayang kau tu telan bulat - bulat ? mampu tak dye tahan perangai kau sampai dunia kiamat sekalipun ? pernah tak kau pikir ?

kalau dah sayang , mesti lahh dye terima semua perangai kau yang macam sampah tu bukan ? tapi dye manusia juga . tak kan lahh dye tak marah langsung kalau kau buat perangai macam tu . dye mesti ada cakap ' awak tak pernah pikirkan perasaan saya ke ? '

tapi pernah tak kau terpikir ' dye sayang aku , dye terima buruk baik aku tapi aku pula tk pernah nak berubah dari dulu lagi ' . at least , inisiatif lahh sikit untuk berubah . kalau kau sensitif , dye panas baran , bila kau ade usaha sikit nak berubah , mesti dye pun nak berubah juga . berubah untuk kebaikan sama - sama . bila kau kurang sensitif , dye pun kurang panas baran . betul tak ? bukan senang kalau nak berubah , tapi tak salah kan kalau nak mencuba ? for both sake , right ?

tapi zaman sekarang , tk kisah lahh zaman bila - bila pun , memang susah sangat nak jumpa orang yang boleh terima setiap inci buruk baik perangai kau . kalau ada pun , at some point , lama - lama dyeorg akan fed up . tapi nak jumpa yang boleh tahan sampai dunia hancur , memang susah . susah nak cari orang yang bila perangai dye buat kau geram , kau bersabar .

orang yang betul - betul sayangkan kau , kau buat dajal macam mana pun dengan dye , kau buat dye menangis macam pun , kau buat dye melalak macam mana pun , dye tk kan pernah tinggalkan kau . itu orang yang betul - betul sayang kau & tak pernah putus asa & tak pernah bosan dengan kau . kalau ada orang macam ni depan mata kau , orang yang tak pernah rasa jemu dengan kau , tak pernah berputus asa dengan kau , kenapa perlu tolak dye dari hidup kau ? mak ayah kau tak pernah mengajar kau rasa bersyukur ke ? mak ayah kau tak pernah mengajar kau menghargai orang ke ? mesti lahh pernah kan .

ingat , walaupun mulut pernah terkeluarkan kata - kata kesat waktu marah , jauh dalam lubuk hati , sayang & cinta tu tetap ada . jangan jadi bodoh , kalau orang tu marah kau , kau ingat dye benci kau . kalau orang tu delete number phone kau pun , jangan kata dye benci kau . biasa lahh , manusia akan hilang pertimbangan waktu tengah marah . macam aku juga . haha !

orang yang sayang kau , rela tolak ego sebab perangai kau . rela tolak ego minta maaf , terima maaf . rela tolak ego semata - mata sebab kau . buka mata tu sikit . kalau itu pun tak nampak , macam mana nak belajar hargai orang yang terbaik untuk kau ?

okay , ini pandangan rawak sahaja . untuk diri aku sendiri juga . aku pun selalu pesan pada diri sendiri , hargai lahh manusia sementara dyeorg masih ada . learn to appreciate what you have , before time made you realize what you had .

hmmpphhh , to You Who May Concern , you know who you are , you know that i love you when i tolerate every ounce of shit attitude you have . tak kisah marah macam mana pun , merajuk macam mana pun tapi kalau hati dah sayang , semuanya jadi baik - baik aje kan ? enough said . have a nice weekend people :)

2011-09-28T03:32:00.000-07:00

hello everyone . it's been a while since my last update . my new semester has already started and now , i am a senior student since i am in third year student . still can't believe myself -.- . it has been 3 weeks classes started and everything went smoothly , Alhamdulillah . i guess , this would be my busiest semester . we have projects for economy engineering & entrepreneurial , hydrology , highway engineering , geotechnic engineering and also we have GeoFest ( Geotechnic Engineering Festival ) . each class has their own groups and we have two categories which is either doing some research about a new product or doing some innovation on a new product . this would be a tough one . Pesta Konvo also will be held on this October . i will charge on Sukan event under kak wani .

while i was facebooking , i view my besty page , Temah and i saw her convocation album . somehow , i feel proud of her . she just finish her diploma and she's graduated already . see her photos with fawa , waini and aza really makes me proud of her . congrats Temah :') well , it's already 6.49pm and i have Kontrak dan Taksiran class at 8pm . better get ready now . till then , take care . btw , Test 1 is coming . pray for me puhllisss . thank you love :)

PS . i'm not going back to Bangi untill Eid Adha . i miss home . rindu ayah & ma :'(

2011-09-07T07:12:00.000-07:00

hello . how are you ? i am currently not in the good mood . ya meh . i'm leaving home within less than 24 hours . leaving Bangi somehow feels like i'm leaving all the people i love , i care so much behind . BPahat got nothing . bukan nya tak ada apa - apa langsung , kawan tu ada tapi , haishh . i don't know . btw , i have my Kura - kura back . abang baru aje lepas anta Kura - kura balik and dye amek Saga FL dye smula . hari ni drive Saga tu ke workshop , amek dari workshop , pegi isi minyak , baru buat semua tu aku dah rasa mabuk . then Saga FL tu mcm tak ada chemistry dengan aku . i miss my Kura - kura and i have it back . sorry meh abang sebab abang tpaksa balik sini kejap dari Wangsa Maju tapi terima kasih banyak - banyak . sigh . i just finished packaging all my stuff . esok bertolak dalam pukul 9am , insyaALLAH . hmmmppphhh , esok akan jadi hari yang paling memenatkan . okay , enough said . i need to force myself to sleep early . have a good day , people .

2011-09-05T21:04:00.000-07:00

aisyah busying texting with her boyfriend , like always -.-

chicken aqda . full of spices . sedapp !

roti apa eh ? pita bukan . naan pun bukan . apa eh ?

beriyani dengan kambing . nom noomm nommmm !

Alhamdulillah . kenyang . actually makan sikit since mulut bengkak , macam ikan buntal . allergic meh :(

hello guys . it has been 4 days since my last update during Eid Mubarak . nothing much happened . just spending my days on my last week at home before i go back to BPahat this Thursday morning . so many things need to be done on Thursday . i need to start finding some boxes . yeah , i'm moving to a new house . that would be my busiest day .

Saturday , 3rd September : just stay at home and doing nothing .

Sunday , 4th September : went to Mak Wadud's house ( tailor ) that morning at Seksyen 1 , Bandar Baru Bangi with kak asma & aisyah . ask her a favor to made two more pairs of kurung cotton before going back to BPahat . then send aisyah to KPJ , Kajang as her boyfriend has appendiks . then we had a lunch at Saba Restaurant , Cyberjaya .

Monday , 5th September : aisyah went back to UiTM , Puncak Alam that morning . later at 10am , follow abang to Proton Bandar Baru Bangi since his Saga's leaks . then on the afternoon , went to The Mines with Alif . lucky me Alif was at the UKM to meet his friend and i ask him to accompany me to The Mines . so , fetch him up there . it's been a while since i meet Alif on last F4P2 reunion last year . haha . i must say , he is a big bully .

so , that's it for the time being . i'm not going to update my blog for a while . oh btw , since abang punya Saga need to stay at workshop starting tomorrow , i guess he uses my Kura - kura for a while and if Saga abang done on the same day , then i use his Saga for a week at BPahat . sigh . jangan beli Proton . abang baru beli Saga FL last February and now banyak sangat prob . eventho still ada warranty , tangki minyak hitam tu tk tersenarai dalam warranty . sucks isn't it ? okay , enough said . have a nice day :)

2011-09-02T18:22:00.000-07:00

ni gambar - gambar malam tadi . raya keempat , petang tu pegi uma abang ngah ayah ( Pak Ngah ) dekat Bandar Tun Hussein Onn , Cheras . lepas solat Jumaat gerak ke sana . since kak Asma & abg Johan pun dah balik Bandar Seri Putra dari Seremban , dyeorg pun ikot sekali lahh . then malam tu , kak Asma & abg Johan datang dinner dekat uma kteorg . alaa , satu taman je pun -.- after dinner , main bunga api . huhuhu . excited gilaa weyy . Amir paling excited . haha . okay , malas nk cter panjang . so ni antara gambar - gambar yang diambil . ada lagi 222 tapi tk upload sume dalam album . malas . okay , enough said :)

2011-09-01T04:13:00.000-07:00

hello people . i'm excited . ya meh . finally i cut my hair . new hairstyle . short and much simple . much sexier i guess . haha . i can't help it , but thanks to that amoi , i love my new hair . i just got back from Nilai and the traffic from Seremban to KL slow . seriously , i went to Nilai just to cut my hair -.- okay , see that picture up there ? she used to be my roomates when i first enter UTHM and she's the first person ever i friend with during my first year at UTHM . she's 2 years older than me . kak Ain , kami sama - sama masuk UTHM sama , 2009 / 2010 intake tapi kak Ain lepasan ex dip poli , aku plak lepasan ex matrikulasi . wlaupun same intake , same course tapi tak sama kelas act . actually , waktu driving balik Bandar Seri Putra dari Nilai , tetiba teringat dekat kak Ain . guess what ? kak Ain dah nak bertunang dah . insyaALLAH dalam 10hb September kak Ain akan bertunang dengan abg Fadzlie kesayangan dye . syukur Alhamdulillah , happy for both you . tapi kak Ain , adah minta maaf banyak - banyak sebab adah tk dapat nk hadirkan diri waktu petunangan akak nanti dekat Petaling Jaya since adah terpaksa balik BPahat awal . 8hb atau 9hb adah dh gerak balik BPahat since adah terpaksa nk kemas barang and pindah uma sewa baru . sorry sangat . insyaALLAH , waktu majlis persandingan akak nanti , adah datang . nanti kite jmpe kat UTHM , kite gossiping pasal hari pertunangan akak tu nanti okay . gosh , i miss kak Ain so much . dah masuk tahun 2 ni memang susah sangat nak jumpa kak Ain since masing - masing dah duk uma sewa . kadang - kadang kalo terserempak pun waktu kat library , test & final exam aje . bila kak Ain nk bawa adah jalan - jalan naik scoot ? haha . adah pun tk bawa akak jalan - jalan dengan Kura - kura adah lagi . haishh . rindu nye . btw kak Ain , adah happy for you meh :')

2011-08-31T18:29:00.000-07:00

adik senyum tk ikhlas since dye ada ulcer kat dinding mulut . haha . pity her .

$$$$$ . kira duit raya .

me at Pak Lang's house , Sg. Buloh :)

sempat lagi posing . haha !

hello . hello . btw , on my second day of Raya , we went to Pak Lang's house at Sg.Buloh around 11am . jmpe lemang , ketupat , nasi impit , rendang lagi o.o muak dah . tapi aku tk makan banyak since kat uma dah breakfast sebelum gerak . aku , kak Nisa & abg Helmy gerak dlu then bru ayah dengan yang lain2 gerak . so dyeorg smpi lewat sikit . then dalam tengah hari after solat Zohor , gerak uma Mama pula dekat Kepong . oh btw , kteorg panggil Mak Ngah , Mama . tk taw knape . dari kecik dlu . haha . Mama masak mee kari . urgh ! terbaik punya mee kari weyy ! sedapppp gilaa . haha . petang tu sebelum nk balik uma , singgah sekejap dekat Tutti Frutti tapi tutup . sedih gilaa . adoii . tapi tk ape . mngu depan dh bkak lah kot . memang penat gilaa . dalam kete tido aje . haha . second day of Raya was awesome . alhamdulillah . btw , hari ni dah hari ketiga . cadang nak pegi Kajang , beraya uma abang ngah ayah tapi tk taw lahh jadi ke tak . relatives ayah banyak duduk dekat area Tg.Malim dengan Perak . so kadang2 raya , memang susah sangat nak jmpe . ikot mood lahh . kalo ayah rajin nk drive jauh - jauh , kami pegi lahh beraya . huhu . okay , enough said :)

PS . banyak lagi gambar raya tapi upload dlm 30++ aje . sume dalam album Facebook :)

2011-08-31T18:17:00.000-07:00

love you ma :)

love you more , ayah :')

i was over excited . haha !

aisyah & kak nisa :)

good morning people . it's September already , time flies so fast isn't it ? btw , how was your Raya celebration ? mine was okay and awesome . we had this small open house for relatives on the first day of Raya . around 2pm , Leila , Mama , Lee & Arif sampai uma dulu . then Pak Cik and family , Pak Teh and family & Pak Long and family . full house meh . hehe . setahun sekali jumpa dyeorg sume wlaupun masing - masing duduk sekitar KL & Selangor juga . tapi ada lagi relatives yang tk dapat dtg since dyeorg pegi uma relatives yang lain . then petang tu dalam pukul 6pm , kami pegi uma Pak Cik dekat Bukit Kinrara , Puchong . seriously , Raya ni asik makan makan makan makan . oh my , tapi kalo bleh Raya ni makan lahh sepuas yang mungkin since setahun skali jmpe rendang , ketupat palas , nasi impit etc kan ? haha . lepas Raya nnt diet lahh balik . then dalam pukul 8.30pm , dari uma Pak Cik , pegi uma Pak Teh pula dekat Taman Harmonis , Gombak . hehe . makan lagi tapi bukan ketupat , rendang & lemang sume tu . nasib baik Mak Teh masak bihun sup tulang . tk de lahh muak kan ? so not bad lahh . then kak Asma , abg Johan & Amir pun sampai uma Mak Teh jgk dari TTDI . my first day of Raya was awesome :)

2011-08-29T16:50:00.000-07:00

good morning people . Happy Eid Mubarak . buat awak yang jauh di sana , tapi sentiasa dekat di hati , Salam Aidilfiitri . maaf zahir dan batin dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki . maaf sebab pernah berkasar bahasa . maaf sebab pernah marah . maaf atas sume kesalahan yang pernah saya buat . i did send you raya message but it seems didn't delivered and i did call you but it cannot be reached . i wonder if you're okay . naahhh , well of course you're okay , right ? well , enjoy this festive with your family and your love ones . my prayers always be with you . salam :')

PS. somehow , i feel pathetic for myself cause still waiting for your call or your text but i know , that won't happen . well , that's fine . i'm getting used to it , waiting for something that won't happen :)

2011-08-28T10:38:00.000-07:00

it's 1.38am and i'm still wide awake . my brother annoyed me when he can't stop yelling excitedly since MU scores 8 - 2 over Arsenal . yeah , he's really a big fan of MU . btw , nothing much to brag about actually . i know this is random , i just .. i miss you . yupp , i miss you so much . ya Allah , give me strength and guidance to step forward and move on . Allah knows better every pain and suffers . enough said . i just need to force myself to sleep now . good night :)

PS . i miss you but who am i to say that because you're not even close to be mine . sigh :|

2011-08-28T06:34:00.001-07:00

oh my , rindu Amir sudah . since kak asma & abg johan dah balik TTDI this evening , means raya pertama , dyeorg beraya kat sana lahh nampak nya . then Amir pun tk ade lahh . rindu meh . sobsss T.T

it has been years since Tok & Wan left all of us since 2007 . raya pun dah tak balik Ipoh since then . masing - masing beraya dekat sekitar KL saja . antara arwah Tok dengan Wan , aku lebih rapat dengan Wan . oh btw , both my mom's parent . ingat lagi , ma pernah cite waktu beraya dekat Ipoh dlu . waktu tu kalo tk silap aku , umur aku kecik lagi . macam baru blaja berjalan lagi . one day , Wan baru balik dari sembahyang maghrib or isyak ( tak ingat ) dekat masjid , me so excited Wan balik , lalu lari kuar dari uma . pintu pun tak berkunci , kuar aje lahh . haha . then lagi sikit Wan nak langgar aku . hahaha . nasib baik Wan sempat brek . lepas tu Wan marah sebab biarkan aku lari kuar uma macam tu aje . haha . i must say , both Tok & Wan memang garang sangat - sangat . haha . kalo lahh Wan tk sempat brek waktu , tak ada lahh aku kat dunia ni . haha . syukur Alhamdulillah panjang lagi umur aku . hee . teringat waktu aku Form 2 . masa tu masih lagi duk asrama . ada satu malam tu , aku mimpi Wan . dalam mimpi tu , Wan datang melawat aku kat Mersing . yang peliknya , Wan datang dengan berjubah putih . muka Wan pun berseri aja . dalam mimpi tu , Wan datang dengan kereta Proton Iswara kesayangan dye . dye ada pesan suh aku blaja rajin - rajin . then esok pagi nye , tergerak hati nk call ma . bile call ma , ma cakap ma otw balik JB dari Ipoh . aku tnye lahh kenapa , then ma cakap yang Wan baru meninggal semalam nya . terkilan sungguh . ingat lagi mimpi tu sampai skng . haishh . rindu nye lahh nak balik Ipoh . kuih bangkit Tok paling sedap . tk ada sape boleh buat kuih bangkit sesedap Tok masak . masakan Tok sume sedap , sama macam masakan my mom . sekarang , Bangi ni lahh jadi kampung nye . haha . bila raya , kak asma & abg johan , kak nisa & abg helmy , abang pun balik uma . raya pertama nanti , sedara - mara ( adik beradik ma ) akan datang uma kami dulu . hehe . dyeorg sume pun duduk sekitar KL except Mak Su & Pak Su . dyeorg orang Kedah . huhu . excited nye nak raya . hee ! okay , enough said .

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN ^_____^

2011-08-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

" There's a point in life where you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix things , but you've gotta do what's right for you . " - Lubby :)

PS . poooffff ! i've change my blog background and template and also the footer arrangement . much simpler compared the previous one ^__^

2011-08-27T01:38:00.000-07:00

yaw yaw yaw ! whasssuuuppp whasssuupp . Alhamdulillah , home sweet home . sekarang dh pukul 4.47pm . pergh pergh ! lama gilaa kteorg pegi shopping dari kul 9am . btw , hari ni aku , aisyah & kak asma terpaksa buat last minute shopping raya since masing - masing nak beli tudung dekat Bawal Exclusive . haha . kami memang peminat setia Bawal Exclusive . then ke Nagoya & Harrisons since kak asma nak cari cotton polka dot yang macam aisyah beli last time . pity her , stock habis . haha . kami memang peminat setia kain cotton . kurung kami mostly cotton . tak taw kenapa tapi rasa macam nampak lagi muda kalo pakai cotton . ingtkan masa dekat Jalan TAR , nak singgah kedai my friend , anne tapi tak sempat . sorry sangat - sangat anne :'( hmmpphh , lepas tu pegi Sogo , kak asma & aisyah shopping lagi . dyeorg memang shopaholic . lucky me , i'm not . haha . kahwin nanti , jimat duit laki aku . haha . then lepas shopping berjam - jam dekat Sogo , kami ke Pavillion pulak . apa lagi ? shopping tapi bukan kak asma & aisyah yang shopping . hahaha . me ! actually nak cari sling bag dekat Topshop tapi tak ade yang berkenan . ade yang berkenan tapi terlalu kecik ntuk my purse -.- pity me . then jalan - jalan lagi , pegi Accesorize . at last ! at last ! dah jumpa sling bag yang aku suka . hee . puas hati gilaa . Alhamdulillah . tk sia - sia shopping last minute . haha . adoii , sakit pinggang . rasa mcm nak tercabut . btw , hari ni sume orang ade kat uma kecuali kak nisa & abg helmy . dyeorg balik esok dari Melaka . tapi esok kak asma , abg johan & amir balik TTDI . raya kat sana dlu . hee . 3 more days to go for Eid Mubarak . can't wait . okay , enough said :D
*pengsan

PS . drive safely to whoever that going back to kampung for this Eid Mubarak . make sure your car is in good condition , call PLUS to make sure the traffic to your destination are smooth . don't texting , calling or tweeting and focus on your driving . ingat lahh orang yang tersayang . kelajuan itu membunuh ( cewahh . speak for myself act , haha ) and Happy Eid Mubarak everyone . enjoy the festive with loves :) oh my , i'm craving for Starbucks caramel fraps . ishh :|

2011-08-25T18:56:00.000-07:00

hello earthlings . its a gloomy Friday . many things happened lately . things that hard to explain . what always happen , life . somehow things change now . people change , feelings change , relationships change , strangers become friends , friends become lovers than when something happened , lovers become friends and what's worse , they become back to strangers eventually . should i say that i'm getting over him now ? yes i am . i try my best to get rid of people who don't appreciate me even as a friend . i don't need someone who don't want to make any effort to stay in my life . i'm done with WK . i learned to be better person and a stronger person . deep down inside me , there's a stone cold heart . somehow , there are memories that i don't want to get rid of . i rather keep it for myself . well at least , you make me happy once . let's just say , you are the reason why even at the saddest part of my life , i smile . even at confusion , i understand . even in betrayal , i trust . even in fear of pain , i love . that's what we called love . but it's over . yes the past is over and done with . you cannot go back and change things . but one thing that i should know about the past is that no matter what has happened , either good or bad , it has all brought me here , to this very moment . enough said :)

to that someone , i know you will read this . dear N , i am so sorry if i did something that makes you feel uneasy . yes , syairazi is my friend and i have no idea that he add you on fb once . i am so sorry on behalf of him . nothing personal actually . no offense . thank you :)

PS . last but not least , i get my eyes on you copycat . i know you're out there somewhere trying to steal my line . be original :)

2011-08-23T03:48:00.000-07:00

Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?- no . i won't . once my ex , forever my ex . no turning back .

Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left? - ya mehh ! and there's 5 of them . sucks aite ? haha .

Your relationship status? - single :)

Where did you meet your crush(es)? - well , i don't remember actually . haha . don't care much .

Have you ever lost a close friend? - i have .

Do you smoke weed regularly? - i'm not a smoker .

Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person? - errr , well . let me see . no !

Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship? - i guess so .

When was the last time you really laughed? - just now , with Amir . haha .

Something is wrong. First guy you turn too? - hmmmphhh . no one .

First girl you’d turn to? - Najwa Majid :)

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did? - ya meh !

Angry at anyone? - i am .

What’s stopping you from going for the person you like? - i never stop liking him .

When was the last time you cried really hard? - last night .

Is there anyone you would do anything for? - yes . there is .

Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone? - my dad . dye call pun sebab malas nak jerit dari bawah -.-

What is your favorite song? - well , banyak sangat actually . haha .

Do you like Red Bull? - i prefer Livita .

How many people can you tell just about everything to? - well , so far . there are 3 people :)

Have you ever wished on a shooting star? - nope .

Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you? - yes he is :'/

Describe yourself in one word. - hot temper .

Do you have anything that belongs to your ex? - hahaha . nope .

Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender? - tak pernah pun -.-

Do you rebound? - errrrr .

Ever cheated on someone? - hmmpphh .

What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship? - nothing . tengok dari jauh aje lahh .

Do you act differently around the person you like? - ya mehh ! i bet everyone act differently around the person they like , right ?

Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized? - i can't remember any .

Is it hard to make you laugh? - not really . depends .

Who was the last person to make you mad? - wan khalid al - walid bin wan mamat .

Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again? - no comment .

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms? - yupp . my mom of course . haha .

Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before? - yupp !

Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever? - tak terpikir plak . haha .

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out? - ada kott . susah nak cari orang yang paham aku sedangkan aku pun tak brape paham sangat dengan perangai aku . haha !

Is your best friend a slut? - no they're not !

Is hard drugs a turn off? - never experienced before .

Are you happy with life right now? - i am .

Are you still in love with your ex? - naaahhh . haha .

Are you still in love with your ex? - why keep asking the same questions meh ?

Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship? - i guess so .

Have you ever had your heart broken? - yess . millions of time .

Have you ever broken someone’s heart? - yesss . come on lahh , tak sume orang perfect okayy -.-

Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in? - yess . there is .

Where is your best friend? - my heart .

Something you’re happy about? - having someone who loves me back when i do love him .

How is your heart lately? - broken . totally :'/

2011-08-22T06:58:00.000-07:00

is it 21st or 21th August . i'm quite confused there . okay , maybe 21st August cause that sound load better than 21th August . so , yesterday , 21st August , both Aisyah & Abang were home for the weekend . it was quite fun and ma pun masak sedap - sedap . meriah :)
well , semalam buat kuih raya . chocolate chips cookies & honey butter cookies ( new recipe from ma , she's improvised from the original recipe ) . oh , lagi dua tu honey cornflakes dengan rock buns . dua - dua kuih tu aku & ma buat Ahad lepas . so , raya tahun ni , ade 4 jenis kuih aje . sume nye homemade . ma ade beli 2 lagi jenis kuih daripada kawan dye . so , sume nye ade 6 jenis kuih raya tahun ni . oh btw , ini raya kali pertama uma kami tak buat kuih Almond London . haha . seems kak Asma , the one who expert by making Almond London busying with her phD projects , so no Almond London for this Raya . too bad . haha . okay , enough said :D

2011-08-22T06:45:00.000-07:00

hello guys . it's been a while since my last update . nothing much happened lately . just a plain August . so , i'm gonna do some updates .

12th August . teman kak Asma pegi shopping dekat Alamanda . well , at first place nak tengok Rise of the Planet of the Apes but then cancel since we have to bring Amir along . hari Jumaat kan ? so ayah tak dapat nk babysit Amir since nak pegi solat Jumaat . so , teman kak Asma shopping dekat Nichii and Al - Ikhsan .

13th August - break fast at Secret Recipe with my sister , Aisyah and her boyfriend , Amirul . well , i prefer call him Acap . simple enough . oh yes , Acap did bring his two younger sisters along . oh btw , both Aisyah & Acap punya 18th birthday was on 12th August . yeah , they have the same birth date . haha . so , atas ni antara gambar - gambar yang ada waktu berbuka sambil celebrate birthday dyeorg berdua . sweet kan ? hee :)

2011-08-12T06:59:00.000-07:00

9 TYPES OF GUYS YOU SHOULD AVOID DATING .

The Mr. Know It All - he's the kind who feels the need to showcase his knowledge all the time . he controls that make you feel controlled .

The Compliment Miser - the guy who fits the bill should know how to make you feel appreciated / tell you that you are hot even when you're not .

The Stuck On the Ex Guy - you can spot them easily right off the bat during your first date . beware ! he can never stop babbling about his ex .

The Party Pooper - he probably doesn't enjoy having fun but what's worse ? he spoils the fun of others .

The Player - the smooth talkers or sweet talkers i guess , shower you with flattery and statements of love but might have an agenda behind your back .

The Mama's boy - he's the one who would never pick your side whenever he's stuck between the girlfriend and his mom .

The Vain Boy / Over dresser - he is always dressed to the nines and the ultimate in high maintenance . ditch him unless you need a stylist , not a man . haha .

The Jealous Guy - a little bit of jealousy in a relationship keeps things interesting but a watchful eyes out on those who tend to overreact .

last but not least people ,

The Loafer - the guy who clings to you 24/7 simply because he has too much free time . he may have these dreams but he never try to achieve them .

finish :)

2011-08-10T05:47:00.000-07:00

30 KELEBIHAN SOLAT TERAWIH :)

Malam 1
Dosanya keluar seperti ia baru di lahirkan ibunya.

Malam 2
Dosanya di ampuni, begitu pula dosa kedua ibu bapanya jika keduanya itu orang mukmin.

Malam 3
Di panggil oleh malaikat dari bawah Arasy dengan seruan: “Mulailah kamu beramal sebab Allah telah mengampuni dosamu yang telah lalu”.

Malam 4
Di beri pahala yang sama, dan pahala orang-orang yang membaca Kitab Taurat, Injil, Zabur dan Al-Quran.

Malam 5
Di beri pahala seperti orang yang melakukan sembahyang di Masjidil Haram di Makkah, Masjid An-Nabawi di Madinah dan Masjid Al-Aqsa di Palestin.

Malam 6
Di beri pahala seperti pahala malaikat yang tawaf di Baitul Ma’mur, batu-batu serta pasir turut sama memohonkan ampun baginya.

Malam 7
Seperti orang yang hidup pada zaman Nabi Musa dan membantunya hingga dapat mengalahkan Fir’aun dan Haman.

Malam 8
Di berikan oleh Allah segala apa yang pernah di berikan kepada Nabi Ibrahim.

Malam 9
Seperti pahala beribadah kepada Allah yang di lakukan oleh Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

Malam 10
Di kurniakan oleh Allah kebaikan dunia dan akhirat.

Malam 11
Keluar dari dunia seperti pada hari dilahirkan dari kandungan ibu bersih daripada segala dosa.

Malam 12
Datang di hari kiamat dengan keadaan mukanya bercahaya dan bersinar bagaikan malam bulan purnama.

Malam 13
Datang di hari kiamat dengan keadaan aman dari segala kejahatan.

Malam 14
Disaksikan oleh para malaikat, kalau dia telah melaksanakan solat tarawih maka pada hari kiamat ia akan di bebaskan oleh Allah dari segala mudarat.

Malam 15
Di minta ampun oleh para malaikat, oleh malaikat yang memikul Arasy dan Kerusi.

Malam 16
Di bebaskan dari api neraka dan dapat masuk syurga.

Malam 17
Di beri pahala seperti pahala para Nabi.

Malam 18
Di seru oleh para malaikat, “Wahai hamba Allah, bahawasanya Allah telah redha kepadamu dan kepada orang tua kamu”.

Malam 19
Di angkat darjatnya ke dalam syurga Firdaus.

Malam 20
Di beri pahala para syuhada dan salihen.

Malam 21
Di bina rumahnya dari nur di dalam syurga.

Malam 22
Kelak di hari kiamat ia akan datang dengan aman dari segala kesusahan dan dugaan.

Malam 23
Di bangunkan sebuah kota untuknya di syurga.

Malam 24
Di beri pahala yang berupakan dua puluh empat permohonan di kabulkan.

Malam 25
Di hapuskan dari seksaan kubur.

Malam 26
Pahalanya diangkat selama empat puluh tahun.

Malam 27
Dalam melintasi sirat (jambatan) pada hari kiamat kelak, dia akan dapat melintasi dengan laju bagaikan kilat menyambar.

Malam 28
Allah mengangkat dengan seribu darjat di syurga.

Malam 29
Diberi pahala seribu haji yang mabrur.

Malam 30
Di panggil dan di persilakan oleh Allah, wahai hambaku, makanlah buah-buahan syurga dan mandilah dengan air salsabil (air syurga yang sedap di minum) serta minumlah dari telaga kausar. Akulah Tuhanmu dan engkau hambaku.

2011-08-06T18:53:00.001-07:00

Aku bahagia lihat teman-teman aku bahagia. Yang mana mereka bahagia dengan orang yang berada di sisi mereka. Aku bahagia melihat teman aku bahagia dengan sahabat baik, kawan-kawan. Dan tumpang gembira melihat mereka bahagia dengan kesayangan mereka.

Rasa teruja dan bahagia apabila teman-teman bercerita tentang kesayangan masing-masing. Manis sungguh mereka sejoli. Tersenyum dan tersengih gatal bila mereka beritahu ingin berkahwin dengan pasangan masing-masing suatu hari nanti. Ada jodoh insyaallah mereka bersatu jua. Aku hanya mampu berdoa untuk kebahagiaan teman-teman.

Rasa seronok bila ada orang yang berlainan jantina menyukai, menyayangi dan mencintai kita sepenuh hati. Yang mana dia lah tempat untuk kita melakar bahagia. Berkongsi suka dan duka. Bercerita moment-moment gembira. Dan dialah juga orang yang kita simpan angan-angan dan impian untuk hidup bersama.

Dan yang paling indah jika aku sendiri bertemu cinta pertama dan terakhir, dan si pencinta itu adalah jodoh terbaik yang Allah kurniakan. Jodoh sampai syurga :)

Itu aku inginkan. Insyaallah. Moga-moga.

2011-08-05T19:08:00.001-07:00

good morning people . btw , happy Saturday and happy 6th day of fasting to Muslims . so , hari ni nak buat entri pasal kekeliruan orang ramai mengenai isu status halal / haram Starbucks . okay , semalam lepas balik dari bazaar dengan abang , aku online . like always . sementara ngah tunggu nk pukul 7pm sebelum siapkan meja makan , aku usha lahh dlu Facebook and do some tweets . tengah2 stalk news feed , aku nampak status salah sorang kawan ni . macam kat atas tu , that person said Starbucks telah disahkan haram oleh JAKIM and siap kasi number ntuk hubungi JAKIM . so i wonder , dulu pun ade gak isu cakap Starbucks haram and then halal and now , haram . so i did some research .

tengah-tengah aku duk tweet dengan jie petang tu , aku usha dye punye profile and i found this link ( klik pada link ) . well , JAKIM tulis kenyataan macam yang aku dah print screen kata atas ni . so skng dah jelas kan ? well , kalo nak kate tipu , benda ni dah sah-sah kuar dari portal rasmi JAKIM . dlm kenyataan tu , JAKIM sendiri ckp dyeorg tk pernah mengatakan restoran Starbucks haram pada pihak media . malah , sijil pengesahan pun diberi tempoh sampai 31 Julai 2012 . i repeat , 31 JULAI 2012 . are you clear now ? tk puas hati lagi ? okay , tengok kat bawah plak .

ini aku print screen dari official website Starbucks sendiri . nmpk tk logo HALAL di situ ? nampak kan ? kalo tk nmpk , klik pada gambar ni ntuk zoom in . kalo tk nampak jugak , hmmpphh , tak lama dah tu . see ? sekarang sume dh clear kan ? btw , kalo korang ade nmpk orang post pape mengenai status halal / haram mengenai sesuatu produk mahupun restoran , jangan terus percaya . at least , do some research . and kalo nk lagi kepastian , call terus JAKIM . elakkan rasa was - was . bile benda tu kite dah was - was , boleh jadi haram . kalo masih rse mcm tk percaya , pegi aje lahh minum teh tarik or kopi dekat mamak atau kopitiam . senang kan ? sometimes , benda ni btol and sometimes mungkin ade pihak yang tk bertanggungjawab saje nk buat fitnah . tk taw lahh kan . hnye pndpt aje lahh . so , skrng dh jelas kan ? hehe . well , aku buat entri ni pun bkn sekadar nak share ntuk korang semua , tapi ntuk diri aku juga since i'm a big fan of Starbucks . haha . okay , enough said . have a great weekend you all :)

2011-08-03T18:01:00.000-07:00

hello peeps . good morning . btw , i found something interesting while i was stalking my friends News Feed . then i saw this . hahahahaha . sumpah lawak gilaaa weyy ! WHO WOULD KILL AQMA IN 2011 ? - ADAH MOHAMMED . damn ! i never thought once that i would be a killer someday . then maa got this advised - BE CAREFUL AND STAY INDOOR . bahahahaha .

seriously ? maa , Facebook suh stay indoor . so , tak payah pegi keje lahh . duduk uma diam2 . kat luar sane ade pembunuh yang berkeliaran who might stalking you and waiting for the right moment to kill you from your back and take your precious Fabby away . bahahahaha ! hilarious isn't it ? cool , sometimes Facebook application ni pandai buat lawak bodoh kan ? pagi2 dah buat aku & maa ketawa . omaigod . dah lahh gigi tk gosok , got unpleasant smell bile aku ketawa .

hahaha . then aku scroll down bawah lagi( tengok photo yang kat bawah ni plak ) , i saw another Facebook application . it said WHO LIKES AQMA THE MOST ON FACEBOOK ? - that's me again ! ADAH MOHAMMED . hahahaha . ya Allah , lawak lawak . okay , that's enough . saje nk share something funny . haha :)

cool isn't it ? hehe . btw , click the photos to zoom in :)

2011-07-31T07:35:00.000-07:00

barang siapa yang berpuasa ramadhan kerana iman serta ikhlas , maka diampuni dosanya yang telah lalu - H.R. Bukhari .

para muslim sekali , selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa . mudah - mudahan ALLAH permudahkan segala urusan kami semua sepanjang bulan Ramadhan yang penuh mulia ini & juga dijauhi daripada perbuatan yang boleh membatalkan ibadah puasa kita . insyaALLAH . Marhaban Yaa Ramadhan :)

2011-07-30T01:48:00.000-07:00

hello people & happy Saturday you all :)
btw , i haven't update anything since my last entry . today is awesome . meet up two friends of mine who we haven't meet each other for a year . more or less i guess so . haha . so , Fahmi & Fahrul datang Alamanda dr PDickson . mula - mula memang plan nk jmpe last week dekat Jusco Seremban 2 tapi cancel . so , last2 jmpe lahh hari ni dekat Alamanda . haha . aku yang mtk dyeorg dtg sini since aku malas sbnrnya nak amek tren pegi Seremban pastu nak naik cab pegi Seremban 2 . haha . aku taw member aku ni dua2 nye gentlemen , so aku ckp lepak & movie dekat Alamanda aje lahh . dyeorg pun on aje meh ! hari ni kteorg tengok Captain America : The First Avenger . memang best tapi tk de lahh smpi gilaa tapi memang best lahh . btw , tahun depan nnt May 2012 akan ade gabungan semua superheroes Marvel dalam movie The Avengers . huhu . awesome man ! ade Thor , Captain America , Iron Man etc . can't wait . hehe . so , lepas movie , lunch dkat Burger King aje . then lepak2 & gossips dekat Starbucks . happy gak lahh dapat jmpe Fahmi & Fahrul smula . dlu lepas matric , selalu gak jmpe dyeorg & movie dengan dyeorg . cume sayangnye sorang lagi tk dpt nk join , Kimi . hehehe . kesian meh tapi nak buat mcm mne . tk de rezeki . huhu . whatever it is , today is awesome ! thank you both of you :)

2011-07-24T05:47:00.000-07:00

hello sistah and brotah ! oh , hari ni banyak jalan - jalan . mula2 tengah hari ma tk masak since kteorg sume ade jemputan kawen jiran blkng uma dekat Dewan Perdana , Pusat Latihan Perindustrian & Pemulihan dekat Bangi . then petang tu dalam kul 4pm amek Amirul Ashraf , pakwe nye adik aku dekat KTM Bangi . jauh btol budak ni dtg drpd Intec Shah Alam . then , macam biasa lahh , Tutti Frutti . haha ! dah tk de tempat lain nak pegi dkat Bangi . kesiann btol ! tapi sumpah hari ni ramai gilaa . ya lahh , weekend kan . mane tk ramai nye . lebih kurang 45min lepak kat Tutti Frutti , Aisyah nk pegi Little White Cafe . ni kali kedua pegi . sebelum ni stakat diri duduk kat luar tengok menu je . haha . tapi hari ni kteorg masuk dalam minum2 & lepak2 . cantik gilaa doh tempat ni . sumpah lagi cantik drpd Gardens . still same , berkonsepkan English tapi ini lagi comel okayy ! menu dye pun not bad . so Aisyah order spaghetti , teh bunga panas & ice lemon tea . not bad . haha . waiter & waitress kat situ terlebih peramah kot esp sorang waiter ni . peramah btol ! muahahaha . so , memang best gak ah then dlm kul 6pm , gerak balik dah . anta Acap ke KTM Bangi smula . penat weyy jadi drebar . tapi syiokkk habis ! haha . okay , enough said . penat dah ni . mandi pun belum lagi . ish ish ish . bubbye :)

2011-07-18T04:42:00.000-07:00

helloo sistah & brotah ! haha . hari ni malas nk tulis English . English aku pun tk de lahh teror mane pun . ntah aku main hentam je . bnyk grammar salah . bukan grammar je , past tense lahh , present tense lahh sume tu lahh . Sabtu lepas , i mean kelmarin since hari ni hari Isnin kan , malam tu pegi makan malam dekat TGI Friday , Alamanda . baru je bkak kedai ni . tak sampai sebulan kot . Gardens pun baru bkak . btol2 kat depan TGI Friday . slame ni tk taw pun kedai makan ni wujud since kedai nye kat bawah , belakang GSC rupa nya . haha . so , since Sabtu tu sume ade kat uma . kak asma & abg johan tk balik TTDI , kak nisa & abg helmi balik Bangi , abg pun balik uma , aisyah pun dah start cuti semngu , so pegi lahh makan sambil celebrate birthday ma yang dh lepas 5 Julai lalu . hee ! memang best sgt2 . kempunan nak makan steak , akhirnya dpt jgk makan steak . oh oh , fatin , kalo kau bace entri aku ni kan , aku nk bgtaw kau , nnt aku nak makan sni dengan kau . hee ! ingt taw ! dpt gaji nnt simpan sikit . hahahaha . okay lahh . malas nak bebel panjang :)

2011-07-15T23:10:00.000-07:00

hello . it's Saturday people . my day started well . pagi ni pegi teman kak Asma bawa Amir pegi playgroup dekat ALIM KIDS , seksyen 3 , Bandar Baru Bangi since abg Johan tk de . dye pegi workshop photography dekat KL . so , aku dengan kak Nisa pun teman lahh kak Asma . it was fun . playgroup ni kire nye mcm aktiviti budak2 umo dlm 2 tahun hingga 5 tahun lahh kot . dye ade bnyk group . lain group , lain hari . setiap hari Sabtu , 10am-11am smpi Amir akan join playgroup ni . satu group ade 12org tapi hari ni tk taw knape tapi ade 4 orang je termasuk Amir . best jugak . huhu . aku pun join skali main dengan budak2 ni tapi Amir asik nangs je . haha . biasa lahh . budak bru umo 2 tahun . mesti lahh ade skit rase takot dengan orang baru kan . haha . then , lepas habis aktiviti ni , kteorg pegi breakfast dekat Old Town Bangi . petang ni , maybe keluar lagi kott . pegi teman kak Asma tengok perabot dekat hentian Kajang . then malam ade family dinner dekat TGI Friday , Alamanda . celebrating my mom's birthday . belated birthday i guess . hee . okay , enough said . wish you all have a good and happy weekend :)

2011-07-11T00:51:00.000-07:00

Sugar Glider .
i did some Google about this cute innocent creature . it says it can be found in northern and southern part of Australia and as well in Indonesia . they like bats , they sleep during days and active during nights , means it nocturnal . there are so many facts that you can get in Google . btw , Aqma just bought a new suggie two days ago named Fabby . her first one , Fluffy died . btw , cuba teka brape harga seekor suggie ni ? seriously , RM500 termasuk sume barang macam sangkar , makanan etc . Aqma cakap , for the beginners , better prepared RM500 . so , bile makanan habis or whatever , budget dah kurang . haishh . mahal gilooo weyy ! aku beli hamsters dlu pun 2 ekor , sekali dengan sangkar , makanan , shampoo , bekas air , pasir sume tu dalam Rm100 . mak , mahal giloo .sobsss . tk mampu nk beli . boleh je kalo nk kumpul duit , tapi kalo ayah & ma taw harga ni RM500 , memang ah nk kne . haishhh . kena pkir bnyk kali . huhu . tk pe , kalo dh keje nnt , hidup bujang , boleh lahh kalo nak bela seekor . btw , suggie ade 3 jenis . color hitam & kelabu , color coklat & wane putih . tapi aku lagi prefer color coklat . oh , tak pun putih ! hahaha . excited btol aku . haishhh :)

2011-07-08T01:26:00.000-07:00

letting go of someone you love is hard . yes , indeed . but staying in something that doesn't work is harder , trust me . it's the moment you will realize your hand feels empty but your heart much emptier , and you know , it's time to leave and move on . please don't ever think you wasted yourself though , you didn't waste all those months for nothing . with everyday in heartbreak , you learned to let go a little more than the last and give you a better realization about what you really need in life . when you love someone and they don't love you back the same , it's a lot lonelier not being loved the same than what is it to be alone .

2011-07-05T22:32:00.000-07:00

the second i saw this photo my heart broke, and only five seconds later, I realized that if you look carefully, you can see Ellie’s reflection in the window of the second panel :')

2011-07-05T22:16:00.000-07:00

:')

2011-07-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

nota sedih : berhenti berharap .

i still remember the first day i met you . the moment you open the door , you enter and you walk around the class searching for an empty seat . you were there , seat behind the class . i realized i've fallen for you since i saw you laugh with your friends across the room :)

we've been friends since you add me on facebook . we chat a lots until you ask me for a help . you know what , you give me butterflies . i don't know but it's true indeed . so then , you ask me to help guiding you with your assignment using mathcad . but then , you woke up late , so i decide i do it alone and it's done . satisfied enough . you bought me a dinner . start from that day , we've been close and even closer . that feeling , i tell you , it grows :)

you treat me so well . you never take an advantage on me . and yes , you been honest with me . you still being nice to me even tho you knew that i've fallen for you . thank you so much :')

but i'm so sorry . i decide to choose to move on without you . you know , days by days , that feeling keeps growing and i never can get rid of it . it's just can be avoid by leaving you . i just can't stay hoping on something that i know it will never happen . deep down inside me , there is a little piece of hope that someday , somehow you might be have this feeling like i have on you . but i was wrong . that would never happen . people say ' kalau cinta jangan kacau , kalau sayang tak perlu marah , kalau ikhlas tak perlu minta balas ' , it's true but still what if i stay friend with you and there's hope and someday , you end up having someone else . it hurts me loads . i don't want to get hurt . i'm just merely a human . not perfect and easily broken . that's why i choose to leave you . you've done nothing wrong . you just too perfect for me :'(

i am so sorry . you always be part of my story . i never gonna forget people who once enter my life :')

i miss you today ,
just like i did yesterday , and just like i would tomorrow .

goodbye may seem forever , farewell is like the end . but in my heart's a memory , and there you'll always be :')

2011-07-03T11:02:00.001-07:00

PEOPLE ACT LIKE IT'S SO EASY TO FORGET THE PAST , BUT I CAN TELL YOU , IT'S NOT HOW CAN YOU FORGET THE LIES , THE GAMES , OR THE TIMES YOU BLAMED YOURSELF FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S MISTAKES ? THE PAST CAN'T CHANGE BUT THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT HURT ANY LESS .

2011-06-30T07:16:00.000-07:00

see that potrait up there ? that's what my face looks like for the whole day . Amir was not around today since abg Johan took a day off from work to finish packing up their stuff at home . they gonna move to their new house which also located in Bandar Seri Putra . i'm not happy and i'm not sad either . just feel numb today . i don't know what i was thinking . he just loss his phone for 5 days including today and yet what bothers me is , if someone really took that phone 4 days ago when he left it at pool , of course that person would take off the sim card and threw it away . right ? logically yes , but that's not what happened . his sim card which is his celcom number was on twice and i knew as i checked my sent items and all the previous text msgs which are not delivered has already been delivered . but when i called that number , off . it's weird and i did ask him thru his maxis number but no replies from him . sigh . i'm curious . well , i hope everything's fine . let's just hope :|

2011-06-28T03:47:00.000-07:00

hello people . today is awesome . spent my evening with Bella at Tutti Frutti Seri Bangi . guess what , sorang makan dua cup . pergh ! tambah plak si Bella ni tak makan drpd pagi lagi . kesian . btw , we met up there at 3pm and i was late few minutes . sorry meh . we had a great long conversation . i must say , it's not gossiping . just a conversation . we talked loads of things . survey camps , places to eat , WK of course tapi sikit je . haha . it was cool . btw , too bad Bella tak ajak kuar drpd pagi . tapi tk pe . next time boleh lagi . haha . thanks babe :)

2011-06-25T07:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME :)

last night , had a great and awesome dinner with family at Secret Recipe . bought a slice of Strawberry Chocolate cake . thank you to kak Asma .

today , went shopping with ma & ayah at Nilai . sleep for the whole day , from 1pm till 5pm .

at 6pm , went to Tutti Frutti at Seri Bangi with Aisyah , Amir , kak Asma & abg Johan . coolio .

after shower , made a phone call . oh well , since i have this free phone call & msgs for 7 days , i call people . WK was the first person i called . he did called me in the evening but since i was driving on the highway , i can't answer tha phone . sorry dear . again , we had a nice conversation . oh , it's good to hear his voice . he's not feeling well . fever for 3 days . pity him . we talked loads of things . oh , i miss him . can't wait to meet him up this September .

btw , thank you friends for the birthday wishes . you guys are awesome & sweet . thank you :')
WK , thanks again :')

2011-06-21T18:58:00.000-07:00

ni antara gambar - gambar mse surveying . act ade 357 gambar tapi dh upload 200 gmbr dalam facebook . kalo nk tgk , pegi kat album sane lahh tapi tk edit . bnyk sgt , malas rase nk edit . hehe . aku group 13 dalm sesi 5 ni . ahli nya , aku , Farah , Aki , kak Syaza & Apek . oh btw , dalam sesi ni , aku , Farah & Che Ku je budak matrik . yang lain2 sume budak ex dip poli . haha . boleh ktekan famous lahh jgk kami bertiga kat sane . tk taw lahh knape . maybe sebab kami muda kott . hahaha . tk pun sebab kami comel belaka . muahaha . tk de lahh . gurau je . hehe . rindu rindu rindu sume orang :)

2011-06-21T18:47:00.000-07:00

FKAAS SURVEY CAMP SESI 5 .
1st day sampai dekat Ramunia Beach Resort , monyok je sume . sume mcm tk sabar nk tngu Isnin depan nak balik . ya lahh kan , mse tu masing2 mcm tk kenal sesame sendiri . ahli kumpulan & roomates pun tk taw lagi sape . tapi bile dah masuk hari ke-3 , dah start buat surveying , dah kenal sume orang , rase seronok . kawan baru , suasana baru , kenangan baru , skandal baru , sume baru lahh . truth to be told , i do really miss these people . tak sume yang aku dah kenal selain farah , che ku , asrul , wan nasram , kak intan , kak effa , apis , syuk , hazim . yang lain - lain sume tk kenal tapi skng dh kenal . senang cite , kakak2 & abg2 ex dip poli sume nye baik & sporting gilaaa . waktu presentation pun sume sempoi aje . jadi diri sendiri . haha . waktu sume mandi laut pun , tk de lahh mcm nak wat hal sendiri , sume mandi sama2 , main sama2 . hahaha . nak amek gmbr pun sume tk segan silu . main masuk je . nasib baik tk pecah kamera . haha . haishh . terasa rindu sangat2 . thank you Ya Allah for giving me chances to meet this awesome people . kalo ada jodoh , kite jmpe lagi :)

2011-06-09T22:37:00.000-07:00

tengah duk bosan tak taw nk tengok cite ape , buka lahh dari channel tu ke channel ni . lepas tu ade lahh satu cter Melayu Kelantan dekat astro Citra . jarang jgk lahh ade cter Melayu Kelantan dkat tv . rase nye tk pernah ade kott . so aku pun tgk lahh cter tu skali dgn ayah & ma sementara ayah ngah tngu nk solat Jumaat and tngu kak nisa balik drpd keje . quite slow tapi cter dye memang best .

cter Wayang ni pasal Tok Dalang Awang yang gigih menerukan permainan wayang kulit di kampung halamannya , Kelantan kurang disenangi oleh sepupunya , Jusoh yang menganggap permainan wayang kulit adalah haram di sisi Islam .

Pak Awang memelihara dua orang anak yatim yang istimewa iaitu Awi , seorang yang buta dan Melor yang bersuara sengau . cter dye pnjg lagi , kalo aku cter sume nye mmg tk best lahh kan . tk surprise . actually cter ni dah lama . since tahun 2008 lagi . pndpt aku lahh kan , cter lagi best drpd drama Melayu yang ade kat tv skng ni weyy . kalo nk bandingkan Nora Elena , sweet lagi kisah percintaan Awi ng Melor . haha .

aku suka part Awi ng Melor ngah duduk berbual sambil kemas kan patung2 wayang kulit dyeorg . sweet dohh !

awi - kalo Melor jadi Sita Devi , mesti ado Sri Rama .

melor - mesti ado Rawana . tu yang takot tu .

awi - tak po . Sri Rama bunuh Rawana . tapi , kato lahh ye maso pere tu , Sri Rama cedera , nok ke Sita Devi ke Sri Rama ?

melor - cedera ? mane Sri Rama cedera .

awi - misalnye , Sri Rama cedera , Sita Devi lagu mano ? sanggup ke terimo Sri Rama ?

melor - cedera lagu mano ?

awi - buto , mace abe .

melor - abe buke Sri Rama .

awi - kalo abe jadi Sri Rama , Sri Rama buto , melor jadi Sita Devi .

melor - pandai abe gurau .

awi - abe tak gurau , melor . abe lahh Sri Rama tu . Sri Rama buto . sanggup ke Sita Devi terimo ?

hehe . dah lame lepas tu , Melor pun ckp yg dye sbnrnya dah lame tngu Awi cakap mcm tu . last2 dyeorg tunang & nikah . hehe . tapi kalo korang rse tk sweet ape yg aku post ni , tgk lahh sendiri cter nye . aku mane pndi sgt nk tngkp bahasa kelantan ni tapi ending dye agak sedih sbb waktu Tok Awang tengah main wayang kulit , dye mati kat tmpt kejadian . sakit tua , biasalah . best woo cter ni . aku suka . haha . kalo korang nk tgk , ade kat you tube . search WAYANG AWI & MELOR . haa , nnt kuarlahh :)

2011-06-07T20:12:00.000-07:00

morning peeps . hope you guys doing fine . i just finished packing my bag as i'm going to Melaka this evening at 5pm or maybe 4.30pm . pity kak nisa , she's spending her days alone at home . so , i going to Melaka until Saturday morning then i'm back to BPahat . so , nothing much to do today . hmm , maybe lepas amir tido , pegi JPJ dekat Bandar Baru Bangi and renew my driving license . sigh . i just realized it expired months ago . nasib baik tak kne tahan mase pegi jalan sana sini . haha . thank God . okay . enough said . got to go and settle my driving license . have a good day peeps :)

2011-06-06T08:13:00.000-07:00

okay , i am not emotionally like lady in that picture . just a little bit i guess . i am so freaking exhausted today . i woke up earlier than usual as we're going to send aisyah back to Puncak Alam before her class at 10.30am . then we back home and afternoon , went to Sogo & Jalan TAR . shopping for raya . i know it's quite early . sigh . it's been a while since my last text to him . i wonder if he's okay . i wonder if he's doing well . i am so worried about him . where could he be ? i miss him . yes , i miss him everyday . basically , i miss him a lot . i wish he knew . i just wish :|

2011-06-04T19:42:00.000-07:00

sekian lama satu sem kami berkenalan & bergelak ketawa waktu kelab teater , tak sangka kau pegi tinggalkan aku dulu , ika . satu sem bersama , satu sem kemudian kau diam . aku pelik juga , ke mana kau pegi mendiamkan diri ? kau sakit , kau kat Sabah . akhirnya kau pegi juga , ika . ya ALLAH , kau tempatkan lahh kawan ku di tempat bersama orang - orang yang solehah ya ALLAH . aku rindu akan kau , ika . al - fatihah :'(

2011-06-03T20:14:00.000-07:00

morning people . Happy Saturday to you all . i don't have anything much to do today . i'll be going to UKM with ma & ayah for a wedding reception later this afternoon . then i'll go accompany kak nisa to KLIA since her hubby will fly to Germany tonight . btw , while i was facebooking and go through all my albums in Facebook , i see this picture of me and my Geology Engineering classmates . somehow , i feel kind a miss them . it's quite surprise though . haha . i must say , there's only a few Malays in that class . that picture was taken during our field trip to Gua Musang . it's was fun you know . lucky us cause we're the only section who could made it to Gua Musang . we learned so many things yet gained so many experiences . i had so much fun during that trip . i'm gonna miss all my classmates and of course my favourite lecturer who was from Sri Lanka , Professor DC . thank you loads :)

2011-06-03T03:26:00.000-07:00

hello earthlings . today is awesome . i just got back from Alamanda , meet up with Fatin . it's her 21st birthday , so i treat her a movie , X - Men : First Class . it was freaking awesome yet the previouses much awesome i think . well , i hope Fatin do really enjoy her birthday . i can't do much , movie is the all thing i can afford to give as her birthday present . hope you happy :)

i wish i had loads of money . but then i have to wait till i finish my survey camp then i'll go for a job hunting . kena kumpul duit sebab 2 lagi movies mesti tengok ! tk boleh terlepas punya lahh . haha . Transformer 3 & Harry Potter , wajib tengok ! muahaha . okay , enough said . i'm tired . whatever it is , i'm happy . thank you God :)

2011-06-01T20:55:00.000-07:00

cool . reservations for two tickets on X - Men : FIRST CLASS movie has been made . two seats for me & fatin of course . we'll going to catch them tomorrow . asrul did said in facebook that this movie was awesome and he gave 4 / 5 stars . can't wait . oh yes , tomorrow's fatin's 21st birthday . hehe . jangan risau fatin , tk de nye aku nak buat prank ntuk kau . buang tabiat ape nak baling tepung & telur dekat Alamanda tu . haha . whatever it is , jumpa esok yahh :)

2011-06-01T03:57:00.000-07:00

things change . people change . relationships change . you either have to accept the change and be happy with it or walk away and never look back .

2011-05-31T01:07:00.000-07:00

1st photo : my friend , Fatein Fyruz and her husband . she's my classmate during primary school , SKBU 2 in Johor Bahru . selamat pengantain baru . well , aku minta maaf sebab tk dpt nak menghadirkan diri aku ke majlis kau since dah tk duk BBU lagi . sob sob sob . pape pun , semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu :)

2nd photo : kak Wan Basriyah Abdul Rahman and her husband . well , she's once my Mathematic Engineering II classmate . we're not in the same course . she's in Mechanical Engineering course . akak , selamat pengantin baru . hee . mashaALLAH , cantik cantik :D

bile umo dah mencecah 20an ni , ramai dah kawan - kawan sume naik pelamin . kalo tk kawan aku pun , kawan kepada kawan , tk pun kawan kepada kawan kepada kawan . macam tu lahh . haha . jeles tu jeles , tapi boyfriend pun tk de , mcm mne nak kawen ? haha ! tk de lahh . gurau je . tk nak kawen selagi tk dpt keje yang bagus , gaji yang mantopp & Mini Cooper mesti ade . okay , enough said . tk nk cakap banyak . happy for you guys yang baru saje jadi pengantin baru :)

2011-05-30T18:19:00.000-07:00

' can't lose what you never had . can't keep what's not yours . can't hold onto something that does not want to stay . '

morning people :)
i started my day with cold shower and now i'm facing the laptop . since ma & ayah bought Amir for a big walk , i guess no breakfast for this morning . maybe a cup of hot milo would be enough then i can take my medicine . thank God my cough is getting better . i sleep well last night and i had this dream , my girlfriends in it . haha . all girls , no boys . btw , 2 more weeks to go before i go back to BPahat . farah asked me to come back 2 days earlier well , i didnt give her my answer yet . last night , before sleep , i made a call . not phone call , but a call . i made up my mind and this time , there's no turning back . i'd deleted all his msgs that i saved and both his celcom and maxis numbers . i guess that would be the best way . i must say , i have to do this . i have to get rid out of him . that would be better . enough said . move on is the keyword :)

2011-05-29T20:07:00.000-07:00

EVERY GUY SHOULD HAVE THIS KIND OF BEST FRIEND.

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

2011-05-26T20:27:00.000-07:00

hey guys . i'm not feeling well today . but actually since yesterday . i had a fever & cold . oh my , running nose that really annoys me . feels weak and moody . i can't sleep well last night since my nose blocked . urghh . oh btw , today's Friday and thank God the weather just fine . not so hot like days before . kak nisa & abg helmy will stay overnight this weekend . so i did some housekeeping works . tidy up all the house . but at least keluar juga peluh ni kan ? sigh . okay . enough said . i need to rest . or sleep maybe . take care :)

PS . if the one you love stops loving you , the best to do is never give up . remember , letting go of someone you really love is way more painful than hoping but for me , just stop love him and move on . that would be more hurt less than trying to make things back the way it was . seriously .

2011-05-25T06:09:00.000-07:00

sejak Eqa asik share & tag gambar makanan ni , mood Food Attack tu dah sampai . dye post chicken chop grilled lahh , ais krim & cake Baskin Robbins lahh , haish . meleleh sudah air liur ni . dah jadi macam Amir , air liur tk habis - habis nak meleleh . haha . tapi tk seteruk tu lahh . btw , i'm craving for cinnamon rolls lahh . since Cinnabon dekat Alamanda dah closed down , susah nk merasa skng ni . paling dekat pun yang ade dekat Midvalley . tapi tu bukan Cinnabon punye . itu Cinnamon Saint's cinnamon rolls tapi not bad jugak actually . grrrr , hormon dah tk stabil ni . tu yang asik nak makan , makan , makan dan makan . haish . semlm dah pegi mcD , and petang tadi pegi lagi . omg adah ! confirm gemuk lahhh kau cuti ni oii . diet ! puasa ! kate nk kurus , tapi makan je keje nye . non stop makan ! haish . nak cinnamon rolls :(

2011-05-24T03:33:00.000-07:00

azi , adah cilok ini gambar dari wall photos azi taw . jangan bunuh saya taw . hee . fuhhh . kira , jangan tak kira . kira sambil tutup sebelah mata !

2011-05-24T02:58:00.000-07:00

hello people . kalo dah tk de keje kat uma bile Amir pun dah tido mati , ni lahh . lepas pegi McD kat Nilai tu , alang - alang dah dekat dengan Giant Nilai , singgah lahh jap . pastu teringt pula pasal entri lepas ckp psl Nutella & Chips Ahoy cookies , ni haa dye ! dah beli pun . kalo makan biskut petang - petang ni memang seronok . hi - tea lahh katekan . haha . sempat buat dua je . tk nk lahh buat banyak . benda ni dah lah menggemukkan . berlemak weyy , so dua pun dah ckup dah ntuk merasa . hahaha . kasi kak asma satu , dye pun nak lagi . sedap sangat lahh tu kott . huhu . well , kalo korang tk nak buat gne Chips Ahoy , nak buat gne biskut mayat pun boleh . nak guna biskut gandum pun boleh . apa - apa aje ikot kehendak masing - masing . hee ! okay , enough said . take care :)

2011-05-23T17:19:00.001-07:00

the fact that you cannot kiss your elbow is enough to make you realize that some things that seem to be so close , yet they are bound to be beyond your reach . good morning people :)

2011-05-23T01:32:00.000-07:00

there's so many things you can do before you stop and realized it's over . the problem is , we all hate giving up . we know it's a sign of weaknesses and yes , no one likes to be weak but sometimes giving up will show that you have the strength to move on and leave all the pains behind . it's letting go of something when you know it's near the end of everything . be strong and patient :)

2011-05-22T07:24:00.000-07:00

seriously , this photos really drooling me . i am totally addict to Nutella . i'm craving for it . you see the photo of Nutella with Chips Ahoy cookies ? nak buat macam tu lahh . nanti pegi kedai or Giant ke , beli Nutella & Chips Ahoy cookies . omg , terliur weyy . hari ni tak taw lahh knape dengan aku sebab asik mengidam nk makan Nutella . oh , maybe sebab bosan kott hari ni . tengok tv je memanjang . since aisyah pun tak de , agak bosan & sunyi lahh juga . esok Amir datang macam biasa , so tk de lahh bosan sangat nanti . hee . okay , enough said . i'm off to bed now . my eyes feel heavy . nite people :)

PS . basically , i miss you WK .

2011-05-21T22:02:00.000-07:00

while blogwalking , i drop by at Fatin's blog and i found this entry . it's kind a interesting and i never know anything about this . so , i copy and paste it here , share with you guys :)

“confused lah.” Keluh Niza.

Kenapa orang kecilkan hati kita, kita pulak yang berdosa?

Then I asked my dad what’s that mean.

Ayah: Jika seseorang hina kita, dia berdosa. Jika kita terasa hati
dengan penghinaan dia, kita juga berdosa. Tetapi, dosa kita lebih besar dari dosa dia.

Anak: Uikk, tapi kenapa pulak? Kita tak buat apa-apa pun kan?

Ayah: Kerana orang yang menghina kita itu adalah peringatan daripada Allah.

Anak: blur*

Ayah: Kenapa kita dihina oleh orang itu? Kerana itu adalah ujian daripada Allah. Kenapa Allah hadiahkan kita ujian itu? Kerana DIA nak mengingatkan diri kita yang dah leka dengan dunia. Bila kita berkecil hati dengan orang tersebut, bermakna kita tak redha dengan ujian Allah turunkan. Kesimpulannya, kita bukan kecil hati dengan orang tetapi kecil hati dengan Allah.

Ayah: Lagi parah bila kita pun cerita pada kawan-kawan kita..’Dia dah banyak buat aku macam ni, macam tu..’ dan sebagainya. Dan kawan-kawan kita pula akan cerita pada kawan-kawan lain.. ‘Kesian kawan kita tu..budak tu dah banyak sakitkan hati dia..’ jadi keredhaan kita terhadap ujian Allah itu akan lesap..

Anak: termakan cili*

as conclusion , ' jangan mudah cepat terasa ' . means kalo kite tak redha dengan ALLAH , kelak ALLAH pun tk kan redha dengan kite . peringatan untuk diri sendiri juga :)

credit to Fatin .

2011-05-21T20:10:00.000-07:00

hello people . happy Sunday . my day started with a cold shower , have chicken fingers for my breakfast then go buy newspapers and ubat demam as ayah had a fever just this morning . get well soon , ayah . btw , i just up to date my blog as if you realized what's the different . not quite much . i just added new column for Live Traffic Feed so that i know if someone just view my blog . but seriously , my blog is nothing compared to others' blog like The Other Khairul maybe , or Maria Elena is a Greek Helen maybe , or Haikal si romeo UTHM maybe , or others . so no one would view my blog . haha . okay . enough said . i must say , it's kinda quite & lonely since aisyah was gone to UiTM yesterday . it's kinda awkward when you wake up in the morning and you find that there is no one with you in the room like it used to be . toodles :)

2011-05-21T03:11:00.000-07:00

hello guys . what's up ? first of all , happy Saturday to you all . btw , i just arrived home from sending aisyah to UiTM Puncak Alam . today is the registration for the Asasi student . well , i must say , it's totally exhausting with the hot weather . but syukur Alhamdulillah everything going just fine . enough said . i'm not going to brag everything . i'm just too tired to think & type . enough said . well aisyah , good luck with the University Life . take care & study hard :)

2011-05-19T05:40:00.000-07:00

hello guys . today is so awesome . as planned , meet up with my dear BFF , fatin & new people , ninie . well , this was the first time ever i met ninie in person . i just make friend with her thru facebook and there's lots of things make us related to each other . she's much adoreable in person you know . we talked loads of things and i was so grateful today cause i had the chance to meet her in person :) btw , we catch movie marathon , Pirates of The Carribean & Nur Kasih the movie . i must say , Johnny Depp really is awesome actor ever . totally worth it . well , Nur Kasih the movie was okay lahh . sedih , slow but okay lahh . boleh lahh . huhu . whatever it is , today is just so awesome . thank you :)

2011-05-17T22:35:00.000-07:00

i am so bored and while ayah away to Hentian Kajang matikan setem , i'm babysitting amir . he's asleep now . btw , i got a month before the camp . i can't do the job hunting stuff right now cause no one would hire a employee for a month period . so i'm gonna babysit amir and enjoy reading another Jodi Picoult's novel , HOUSE RULES . okay , enough said . have a great day people :D

2011-05-17T20:46:00.000-07:00

stop complaining that your friend being a selfish person . stop complaining that your friend just hypocrite to you . stop complaining will you . the fact is , everyone is hypocrite . everyone is selfish . no one else is living your life for you . deal with it .

Confessions of a Blabber Mouth .

Tutti Frutti Batu Pahat, Johor( 6 January 2012 )No. 18, Jalan Flora Utama83000 Batu Pahat, Johor Darul TakzimCongratulations on the successful opening!!!

Tutti Frutti Batu Pahat, Johor
( 6 January 2012 )

No. 18, Jalan Flora Utama
83000 Batu Pahat, Johor Darul Takzim

Congratulations on the successful opening!!!